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My head hurts
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My head hurts |
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MERCURY Member
since 2003-04-16
Posts 190Ireland |
My head hurts Its sickened by the crimes of life oozing out of every molecular structure around me I sick respite I seek solace I wish for an end to all this constant worry and fear I’m tired of being tired I don’t even have the energy to stay awake at this god-forsaken job My head hurts Randomly engaging the intellectual side of my brain I try to trigger a phenomenon to instil a sense of worth and excitement in my cold, cold waste of space of a body The following words are typed in an internet search engine: Meanings of love, fate, history, psychology, paintings, poems, pixies, afterlife, current life, previous lives, music, angels, spirituality, condemnation of values, fires, blizzards, happiness – what is happiness, where can I find it, does it exist? My mind struggles to cope with the apparent absurdity and randomness of my search for new horizons A brief relaxing moment at staring out my window is shared with an excitable pigeon who seems hell-bent on finding the right person to leave their digested after dinner delights on Biting my nails Clenching my fists Aware of my frustration a wry smile comes across my face My eyes gently close, no longer twitching A moment of serenity passes into my soul Life is not a struggle There are enough people who will instantly dislike you for no fault of your own without also being at war from within………………… Learn to love thyself. |
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nakdthoughts Member Laureate
since 2000-10-29
Posts 19200Between the Lines |
I can relate to many parts of this~~ M |
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