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I Am (Once Again Myself)
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I Am (Once Again Myself) |
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Ratleader
since 2003-01-23
Posts 7026Visiting Earth on a Guest Pass 
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I posted this a few days ago and took it right back down again, thinking that it might upset some people to see a side of me that I seldom show, and maybe offending some others in other ways. That's bothered me ever since -- this is a big part of me, of who I am, and though I don't show it often I should be able to. So, my apologies n advance if anyone's upset or offended...but this is Ed too. I AM I am an adept, though I never sought to be. I wonder why the world lies strangely open. I hear the spirit’s song and I see the silver strands all shining; I want to follow their lead, and my own. I am an adept, though I never sought to be. I pretend not to know why I feel the other sides of real, why I touch so easily what others cannot see. I worry that I may do harm; I cry at the thought, but still I am an adept, though I never sought to be. I understand the demon now. I say I don’t fear him anymore, and I dream of our next battle, know I’ll beat him again. I try to hold my strength in check, resolute, waiting. I hope that day comes soon. It is my life, for I am an adept, though I never sought to be. |
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suthern
since 1999-07-29
Posts 20723Louisiana |
Yes!!!! You are a marvelously complex man... but every layer is fascinating... no part of you should be denied. Neither should this beautiful poem be denied... I'm so glad you reconsidered. *S* You are real, my friend... and I thank you for this look at you. *S* And... (hey... you knew I was more wordy than that! LOL)... there's this line I worry that I may do harm; That's so indicative of the man you are... and why you need not worry. *S* |
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Martie
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Member Empyrean
since 1999-09-21
Posts 28049California |
Ed You are a wonderful man in so many ways...I am very glad that we are friends!  |
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miscellanea Member Elite
since 2004-06-24
Posts 4060OH |
Ed, I am glad to see this you retrieved this! Very, very special poem and vvsyou! So glad you are at Passions! cathy |
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choshi Senior Member
since 2004-01-01
Posts 1184New York |
Ed, What need to apologize.....beautiful writing ~P |
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Earth Angel Member Empyrean
since 2002-08-27
Posts 40215Realms of Light |
It is difficult to hide one's true nature from those who read copious amounts of one's poetry. The very nature of writing poetry is an expressing of one's self. All aspects of you, Dear Poet, that have come to the light of day through your illustrious words, have endeared you to your readers!  Love & Light, Linda |
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Gentle Spirit Member Patricius
since 2000-10-09
Posts 13989 |
the best that we can ever be is ourselves.. You are a fine gentleman sir... and I thank you for putting this back. Hugs. |
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LeeJ Member Patricius
since 2003-06-19
Posts 13296 |
I understand the demon now. I say I don’t fear him anymore, and I dream of our next battle, know I’ll beat him again. I try to hold my strength in check, resolute, waiting. I hope that day comes soon. It is my life, for I am an adept, though I never sought to be. well, this didn't offend me, and quite frankly, you, are more the adept...but a very fine poet, deeply inspired and truely unmatched to none. Incredible |
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BluesSerenade Member Patricius
since 2001-10-23
Posts 10549By the Seaside |
This is so incredibly humanizing, and I thank you for that. You've a heart of gold, Sir~ |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
thank you for putting it back up |
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inkedgoddess Member Rara Avis
since 2002-11-19
Posts 7392Ohio |
gritty and courageous introspection |
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Ericc Member Elite
since 2003-01-31
Posts 4178 |
You are whole Ed...and that includes the All. Great write. Eric |
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Justbleu Member Elite
since 1999-08-31
Posts 3329Oregon, Originally From Alaska :) |
I'm glad you put it back up.... Bridgette  "Somewhere, somehow, it should be possible to touch someone and never let go again. To hold someone, not for a moment but forever." A. Brink |
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Dr.Moose1 Member Elite
since 1999-09-05
Posts 3448Bewilderment , USA |
Ed, That feelimg of being "outside" the mainstream is disturbing. These are uncharted waters where compasses and maps are of little use, and often the outcome is not as expected. Best of luck in all that you do. Doc |
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Marge Tindal
since 1999-11-06
Posts 42384Florida's Foreverly Shores |
Ed~ quote:You've got to be kidding, right ? I think that over the years I've seen many facets of you, of myself and of others~ Haven't come close to being either where you're concerned~ Well how's about this ... the all of you is complete~ *****I'll take that to the bank any day of the week~***** And I already KNOW that I'm a great judge of character !!!!!!! Just ask me ... I'll tell you~ *Huglets* ~*Marge*~ ~*When the heart grieves over what it has lost, |
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iliana Member Patricius
since 2003-12-05
Posts 13434USA |
Sure don't understand why you left an apology with this, Ed! What a gift to be an adept!....some might say a curse....but I think, gift! .....jo |
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Kaoru
since 2003-06-07
Posts 3892where the wild flowers grow |
Amazing work |
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timothysangel1973
since 2001-12-03
Posts 1725Never close enough |
I AM amazed once again beautiful writing - glad you gave it back to us Tima |
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Honeybunch Member Rara Avis
since 2001-12-29
Posts 7115South Africa |
I can find no cause for anyone to be offended by this because it shows a depth and sensitivity few are capable of. I'm so glad I was able to read it being as I am somewhat restricted with internet access. |
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Ratleader
since 2003-01-23
Posts 7026Visiting Earth on a Guest Pass |
I had taken it down because I was told that very directly by someone who found it offensive and who knew at least one person who would feel threatened by it. Later on, I realized that I was offended too -- by feeling that I had to walk on eggshells -- and since I'm somebody too, I decided not to do that anymore. ~~(¸¸¸¸ºº> ~~(¸¸¸¸ºº> ~~(¸¸ ¸¸ºº> ~~~(¸¸ER¸¸ºº> ______________Ratleader______________ [This message has been edited by Ratleader (06-20-2005 09:36 AM).] |
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Marge Tindal
since 1999-11-06
Posts 42384Florida's Foreverly Shores |
Hey, my true friend ... that eggshell walking takes lots of talent ... but TOO MUCH ENERGY that could be spent on other things, ... right ? RIGHT !!! I'm SO *HUGGING* you~  Stomp on along now, ya' heah ?  Be yourself ... and no one can find fault with that ... (well, not and still be considered credible anyhow) *Huglets* ~*Marge*~ ~*When the heart grieves over what it has lost, |
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suthern
since 1999-07-29
Posts 20723Louisiana |
You are most assuredly somebody too... and a most wonderful somebody you are... all the myriad aspects of you. *S* I can't imagine anyone wanting you to be less... or silent. *S* So... if you and Marge could use an extra pair of feet... I volunteer! *S* We'll turn those eggshells into powder! LOL |
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miscellanea Member Elite
since 2004-06-24
Posts 4060OH |
Ed, And I am so glad you are just as you are! What a wonderful difference you make! I am so glad that I've had the chance to become acquainted with so many wonderful people here, you being one for sure. sincerely, cathy |
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Enchantress Member Empyrean
since 2001-08-14
Posts 35113Canada eh. |
We think you're pretty terrific just the way you are!  ~Somewhere in my heart I'm always |
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