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Cloud 9 Senior Member
since 2004-11-05
Posts 980Ca |
You've been gone for a while and I should feel some relief..... I don't. Here they come again the chaos of all these feelings. I miss you and want to hold you but I am only missing the person I want you to be The person that comes out once in a great while just to make this marriage last just a little longer. I start to cry to find no tears An avalanche of hate surrounds me.. The lies, the deception tearing me apart ripping everything I am feeling in my heart. Remember the times you laughed at me how you insult me Do you think I am stupid? Do you think I am dumb? I have fought through and broke this shell All you can do when you talk to me is be hateful as hell. You are going to too far and being unfair but you seem not to care. Go away and leave me alone She already told you if you needed a place to stay you could stay in her home. Mooch off of her You two are trash, for sure. So when I begin to miss you I'll just think of what you said and done And remember why I hate you. |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
It's a roller coaster, for sure... just keep remembering why and the days will get easier |
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Cloud 9 Senior Member
since 2004-11-05
Posts 980Ca |
Dixie- Thanks!  I was on my way to pick up some lunch today and I just stopped on the side of the road and I felt like I was going to break down. I thought I was missing him....Then....I was thinking about all of the other stuff (the hateful things)  . I felt better after that. Whew!!! Glad I caught myself, I might of done something stupid like call him or something.   I used to be the glutten for punishment kind of person.....not no more.  |
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marcel Senior Member
since 2003-03-02
Posts 660az, usa |
sentiments that go both ways---honest and truthful is the heart when it speaks. Expressive and wonderful piece! |
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Susan Member Ascendant
since 2004-03-27
Posts 5104walking the surreal |
The anger is a tool to help us pass the vulnerablitity and find our strength to move on - luck to you - may your heart find happiness and peace - Well expressed here - Susan If I wander far enough, long enough, will I finally know . . . |
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