I want to drown her in my depths

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ShiningWindHaze
Member

since 2004-09-06

Posts 138
California, United States

0 posted 2004-09-12 03:33 AM

Blood spilled
chilling my eyes
frozen on the corpse of this love
What can I do with you?
Lying there with your lifeless twinkle
You still want to be touched, but can't be held
too cold and dead I feel
like you inside me
love
Sometimes I cease to care for
then care again, I long for
something more than hands with fingers typing
or my right hand writing what resides inside I'm fighting the entire world
with no love by my side
why?
why does time defy the deepness that I long to drown my lover in till death is meaningless and all that's left is life?
I write and escape into a realm of what I hold close to me
This shining woman still smiling
even like a child I once held hands with as a child
I wish
my kiss
her lips
my hands
her deepest
loving blissfulness
but no
A boy I seem to be and clinging onto fantasy
they said "Good luck with finding that"
as if there weren't such things
I've cried more tears than sky's could rain inside my heart that bleeds the pain
pleasing
Cause I know, I must, I hope I'll find her dreaming mind

[This message has been edited by ShiningWindHaze (09-12-2004 04:09 AM).]

passing shadows
Member Empyrean

since 1999-08-26

Posts 45577
displaced

1 posted 2004-09-12 03:51 AM

passionate and powerful

Susan
Member Ascendant

since 2004-03-27

Posts 5104
walking the surreal

2 posted 2004-09-12 12:10 PM

The tears of your soul spill from your words. Take heart, one day you will find her. Sometimes it happens when you least expect it.

Susan

Happiness isn't something that happens to you, it's created from within you. Joy is a state of mind.

Greeneyes

Member Rara Avis

since 2000-09-09

Posts 9903
In Your Poetic Mind

3 posted 2004-09-12 12:23 PM

very powerful.....in longing for desire...

I don’t want the world to see me
cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken I just want you to know who I am

ThisDiamond
Member Rara Avis

since 2002-02-22

Posts 9353
Michigan, USA

4 posted 2004-09-12 06:03 PM

A waterfall of emotions too long pent up inside, burst as the clouds break and thunder applauds release...
Then spill, allow the pool to fill
without a doubt...without a doubt
When all is ready, then love will

Excellent write.
TD

ShiningWindHaze
Member

since 2004-09-06

Posts 138
California, United States

5 posted 2004-09-12 06:27 PM

I've always been told that when I least expect it she'll appear. Hopefully everyone is right. Sometimes I don't care and then when I lay in my bed at night, all alone, it comes back to me and my only solace is videogames and these words of my soul. Thanks for reading. Just knowing that people care makes me smile.

- Haze

Kristabell
Senior Member

since 2003-11-29

Posts 678
Portland, OR

6 posted 2004-09-12 10:11 PM

You will, but only time can tell. Very nicely written!

Much love,
Kristabell

ShiningWindHaze
Member

since 2004-09-06

Posts 138
California, United States

7 posted 2004-09-13 12:36 PM

Thanks kristabell. means alot to me.

much love to all.

- Haze

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