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LeeJ
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since 2003-06-19
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0 posted 2004-07-12 09:09 AM


Standing there, alone…looking into the azure ocean
Of the Caribbean…I knew I had returned…ohhhhhh
Such delicacy and enigmatic grace… I sighed, welling up like a
Child at Christmas…but then, that innocence somehow has
Always remained…that lust for looking in the mirror…of life
Simply knowing there was much more…an exquisite sensibility
It was authentic and calm, mixed with inner blessings…great compassion.

Bright allusions, mastering the strategy of well placed
Instincts…functional light with a rather tangible persuasion
Pirouetting within the family of living, the significance and verve
Of the ocean, luring me like silvery streamers tugging at my very core
I did not realize or care to turn from this extreme compassion
This superstitious guardian lapping a citrus of scents onto the shore
Glazed with an element of navigating rivers…sea weed and corals
There, standing alone, I’d always known

I wanted to loose myself…in the oils of this velvety
Mind altering enigma…standing there alone….actually since a child
On that beach of many beaches…reading the Braille of the horizon
With every sensory perception of my being…there was always another presence
It is an almost predictable harmony, one that periodically, I owned
And not only was it mine, but me, as well…
Since my first visit to the Jersey shore, when I’d been only five years old

Other children would build sand castles, while I confessed the flowery lichens
Of isle’s beyond, catapulting me into a freedom…realizing the voices, hearing the call
Crossing the vast Atlantic for eons…combining with all those spiritual photographs
Dancing in a wilderness of a sea rising into moments of pure elation
Granting imagination & a long season of immaculate fields of sheer beauty,
Where need becomes very short and stocky and there only open high windows with
Gigantic arms…

I lost myself in the details of sweet sounding words of the sea
Along with songs of a full moon sanctioned by waves and tides..and we
Choreographed by these very moments, and the next and the next after that
Fattening me, never grimacing, as I haply sang along out of key
With each new freshly born crest, creating…creating something

Maybe a once-in-a lifetime mind’s eye of the Gulf Stream
Feeding me roses from an underwater forest
As if regarding the eldest child in me and everyone I had known…
When that curiosity or hunger for knowledge, piqued my feelings,
I miscarriaged any and all prior conditioning…somehow knowing there was more….
Standing there alone, knowing, reaching, hearing your voice

The sea and it’s horizon beyond, was & is, my love letter and companion
For all these years, which grew not tired, but like an endless man of leisure,
Stepping out into an immeasurable bright light of some never-ending dimension

When I saw such immensity and vastness, yet, knowing all I had do, was but to feel
Reach out and trust that horizon, it was there…standing with me on the beach
As the background frequency of beach noise would so generously fade into mist
Like some endearment of harmonious passion, rarely worshiped
And the exotic smell of this, are all my needs
In wine-splashed memory…7 months was enough to last a lifetime

And on this, each and every day, I will sit down to feast, seeing something understanding everything
Even when I’ve a mind not to, to me, you were that horizon, standing there with me
Alone on the beach…perhaps knowing more about each other then we’d care to admit

Like a spontaneous gesture of great soaring gulls…gulls with soaring eyes of a rainbow
Reaching out to each other, no matter where we are
We were simply much too young and afraid to identify it?
And perhaps it was supposed to be just that…no more, no less, and yet

The great discernment is much more then touching without touching
Feeling without feeling…it is in fact…like taping a into a silent movie which comes to you
there we are again, walking arm in arm in Williamsburg, or the surprise of the ponies on the beach...the vastness of many picnics on the floor
or just simply hearing you peacefully sleeping next to me, or that night you held me close on the Cape May Ferry or mass quantities of Key Lime Pie at the Washington Art Gallory...smiles

When you least expect it…it’s always there, those memories, so vivid…so completed
Every single moment we spent so generously
In the vastness of this universe, we were...can you
imagine...we actually found each other?How miraculous!

So I sail the sea and every ocean, contented and pleased with a smile
For there is in my heart the rhyme of completeness
I always knew that horizon would come and take me by the hand
And He did...even if just for just a moment, we loved so...didn’t we?

I 'm no longer nor ever will be again, standing there alone



© Copyright 2004 Lee J. - All Rights Reserved
Martie
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1 posted 2004-07-12 11:06 AM


LeeJ

"even if just for just a moment, we loved so...didn’t we?"


Such a beauty!!  Your words are amazing with feeling!  



JL
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since 2004-04-01
Posts 6128
Texas, USA
2 posted 2004-07-13 01:12 PM


WOW!  Beautiful.

JL


Enchantress
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Canada eh.
3 posted 2004-07-13 01:23 PM


".even if just for just a moment, we loved so...didn’t we?"

Breathtaking Lee...into my library with this treasure.
Hugs~

~Somewhere in my heart I'm always
Dancing with you in the summer rain ~

Ericc
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since 2003-01-31
Posts 4178

4 posted 2004-07-13 03:50 PM


Wow...!!!

Eric

inkedgoddess
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since 2002-11-19
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5 posted 2004-07-14 06:50 AM


Mind altering enigma…standing there alone….actually since a child
On that beach of many beaches…reading the Braille of the horizon
With every sensory perception of my being…there was always another presence
It is an almost predictable harmony, one that periodically, I owned
And not only was it mine, but me, as well…
Since my first visit to the Jersey shore, when I’d been only five years old

I SIT on the jerseyshore too these days and understand from the exquisite words of yours and somtimes even unknown way to express this call to home i know very well myself.  

HopeS
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since 2000-12-22
Posts 4596
Perth Western Australia
6 posted 2004-07-14 08:22 AM


Ohh this was breathtakingly beautiful !!! ,I sit by the ocean on many days watching the waves roll in or watching the sunset descend , I always gaze at the horizon and drift with many thoughts

Hope

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