Where did it go? What happened to my eyes?
They’re empty now, like before the dawn came.
They used to shine so, but no longer do they glimmer.
How blue they were! Oh, to be that blue again…
They used to be bright and happy.
Forlorn and downtrodden they now are,
empty shells of what once gleamed resiliently.
How did this happen? Why did I ever do this to myself?
Why, oh why did I ever have to hurt her so?
I came down this path, wandering about, trying to get somewhere.
The path has become darkened by my sorrow.
I’ve become lost, wrapped up in my own world.
My perspective has been destroyed, and my vision clouded.
Where did she go? How can I find her again?
How can I forgive myself? Why did I hurt her so?
I weep. The pain overwhelms me as I suffer in silence.
My eyes aren’t quite as empty as they fill with tears.
I can still hear her soft words telling me that she loves me.
I can remember so vividly how I held her, telling her of my love.
I destroyed a once wonderful trust, and hurt her so.
She doesn’t know which path to follow.
I only hope that she will choose the one that leads to the light.
My eyes are once again empty, surrounded by nothingness.
The tears are gone. They no longer come to me.
They have all been cried, and I can cry no more.
My path grows darker with every step I take.
Anguish fills my heart, because I know I hurt her so.
If I knew it would have turned out this way,
I never would have hurt her so.
Jeffrey Frazier 6-8-2000
[This message has been edited by Jeffyf (edited 06-08-2000).]