This is painfully wonderful work. Feelings and pain pouring from this as a waterfall to a lake. "The light of hell, The one thing that keeps me from being cold"
that is a very Powerful statement, Hope all this changes in time.
The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, not the kindly smile, not the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when he discovers that someone believes in him and is willing to trust him with his friendship."
--Ralph Waldo Emerson