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gypsyqlt
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since 2000-02-08
Posts 147
Bradford,Vt USA

0 posted 2000-03-01 01:52 PM


TO WATCH YOU LEAVING...

is to know such pain, it's jagged edges tearing into my soul. As a stake from the garden tears into the warm, dark earth.

TO WATCH YOU LEAVING...

knowing all the while that never again will I fit myself, warm with sleep, against your solid back.

Nor hear your steady breathing. Or feel the beating of your heart.

TO WATCH YOU LEAVING...

aware in every moment of every day that my dreams, my future; once tied with silken ribbons to yours, will never come to be.

And the mornings once so silent and hopeful, us gazing at the mountains  and so gently awaiting forever... are now but small pieces of my past.

TO WATCH YOU LEAVING...

your heart a tight fist of anger and your dry eyes betraying nothing of you. I cry for both of us, my love, because you will not.

TO WATCH YOU LEAVING...

is to know that i've lost my place on this earth.  My station. My heart's home. That I will wander, forever a nomad. Alone and afraid.  And in my troubled dreams watch you leave, again and again.

For the balance of my days.


Jocelyn Galvano Pickett
3/1/2000



[This message has been edited by gypsyqlt (edited 03-02-2000).]

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Janet Marie
Member Laureate
since 2000-01-22
Posts 18554

1 posted 2000-03-01 03:39 PM


this is SO emotionally amazing.. i felt this poem in many ways...very well written and expressed. your words touch and move me.
take care, janet marie

 Now for me some words come easy
But I know that they don't mean that much
Compared with the things that are said when lovers touch
You never knew what I loved in you
I don't know what you loved in me
Maybe the picture of somebody you were hoping I might be...
Jackson Browne
*I miss you baby...
I love you...always.


Danny Holloway
Member Elite
since 2000-01-15
Posts 2034
Tulsa, OK
2 posted 2000-03-01 04:01 PM


J, this is really good!  I liked "in my troubled dreams watch you leave again and again".
Can tell your still in Love with the guy.
Nice piece of writing.

sonjes
Senior Member
since 2000-02-18
Posts 564
North Carolina
3 posted 2000-03-01 04:30 PM


I admire your writing.  Somedays, I think it is better to be the leaver, then the leavee.  Perhaps, that is why I am so cold.
But, I have been there, and I feel every word that you write in my heart and in my head.  Don't let an experience turn you cold.
My advice for the day.  Probably not worth much, but...  Keep writin' "qypsyqlt"

gypsyqlt
Member
since 2000-02-08
Posts 147
Bradford,Vt USA
4 posted 2000-03-01 05:57 PM


Thank you all...
Danny, thank you, buddy...
Janet Marie, I appreciate your kindness.

Sonjes,  It is very painful, but I am not capable of being cold.  Some days I wish I were.

Thank you all so much. Now back to "Piggies and Passion", where I belong !  Jocelyn

[This message has been edited by gypsyqlt (edited 03-02-2000).]

Isis
Member Ascendant
since 1999-09-06
Posts 6296
Sunny Queensland
5 posted 2000-03-01 07:01 PM


Superb I loved this, the format, everything  

 May the world hug you today,
With it's warmth and love.
I pray it whispers a joyful tune in your heart,
That tell you there is a friend sitting in another corner of the world,
Wishing you well and
wishing you love......
~Isis~
(Goddess - Sovereign of the Spirit)



Keli1019
Junior Member
since 2000-02-02
Posts 31
FL
6 posted 2000-03-01 09:37 PM


I was in tears by the time I read the last line!! I loved this poem. It hits home.   It's hard watching someone leave, someone you really love. I know what you're going through, because I'm going through the same thing. It was beautiful poem!!

~Kelly~  


 "It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a
day to love someone- but it takes a lifetime to forget someone."

Sven
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Member Laureate
since 1999-11-23
Posts 14937
East Lansing, MI USA
7 posted 2000-03-01 10:00 PM


Jocelyn,
        you have no idea how much this speaks to me tonight. . . thank you. . .this is indeed wonderful. . .

Excellent my friend. . .

---------------------------------------------

 That which gives light must endure burning
--Victor Frankl


Jannel
Member
since 2000-01-18
Posts 492
Muncie, IN, USA
8 posted 2000-03-02 05:14 PM


Great format. And the words are very touching. Beautiful.
jannel


 "I'm just saying
that we've mistaken one
for thousands of words,
and for that mistake
I've caused you such pain
that I damn that word."
-10000 Maniacs "Jezebel"



JamesMichael
Member Empyrean
since 1999-11-16
Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA
9 posted 2000-03-02 05:20 PM


Sometimes people leave you emotionally long before they physically walk away.   I was in a relationship like that and I knew the day would come when I must also let go and let her walk away, because in her heart she was not really there.   James
Sheilan
Member
since 2000-02-29
Posts 50
Snohomish, WA
10 posted 2000-03-02 05:21 PM


TO WATCH YOU LEAVING...

your heart a tight fist of anger and your dry eyes betraying nothing of you. I cry for both of us, my love, because you will not.

Only too well can I feel this for you....you were the one holding on too...right?
I am so sorry you must face this...it isn't easy is it?  Hugs & lots of em

Sheilan

gypsyqlt
Member
since 2000-02-08
Posts 147
Bradford,Vt USA
11 posted 2000-03-02 07:15 PM


You guys are terrific !  Thanks much.  Now off I go to REPLYJocelyn
Songbird
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since 1999-12-15
Posts 2184
Missouri
12 posted 2000-03-02 11:56 PM


So sad, but so beautifully expressed.
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