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The hate within myself
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The hate within myself |
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~Red~ Junior Member
since 1999-11-02
Posts 36chicago, Ill-na, u.s.a. |
i wrote this because i watched the movie "10 things i hate about you" and it inspired me write it in this style, this but mostly cuz he makes me feel this way. ~The Hate within myself~ I Hate the way you talk to me I Hate the way you're so sweet I Hate the way you look at me and even worse when you hold me I Hate it when you send me flowers I Hate it when you call me, Love I Hate it when i miss you for hours I Hate the way you read my mind I Hate the way you see me Your perfected angel I Hate it when you hold my hand I Hate it when you pour your heart out to me and when you sing songs for me with your band I Hate the way you're so kind I Hate the way you speak I Hate the way you view the world as it revolves around you I Hate it when you kiss me I Hate you so much it makes me sick I Hate the way you make feel about myself I Hate the way you confuze me with your complicated thoughts I Hate the way you always try and help I Hate the way you make me smile I Hate the way you promise me things I Hate it when you make me mad I Hate it when you break my heart and how the pain hurts so bad I Hate it when you lie I Hate it when you make me laugh and even worse when you make me cry I Hate how you see right through me I Hate it when you don't write back and how at other times you won't just let me be I Hate that i'm writing this and that you never listen I Hate it that you stole my soul I Hate all these thoughts I can't control I Hate it when you're not around and the fact that you didn't call But mostly I Hate the way I don't Hate you, not even close, not even at all. < !signature--> ~Why is it that you beleive in perfection my friend? For perfection is a dream, it shall never be acheived. So tell me why you beleive in perfection?....For PErfection doesn't exist..~ [This message has been edited by ~Red~ (edited 12-24-1999).] |
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~darkangel~ New Member
since 1999-12-18
Posts 8 |
Red, I love your poem. And If I had someone who cares for me so much like you do maybe I wouldn't be resulting to self-injury. Your poem is really soothing to my soul just what I wanted on Christmas day. |
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~Red~ Junior Member
since 1999-11-02
Posts 36chicago, Ill-na, u.s.a. |
darkangel~thanx about the poem....but i mean self~injury is a serious thing, i know, for i've been there...and i kinda still am...you can email me if you wanna talk, okay? ~Why is it that you beleive in perfection my friend? For perfection is a dream, it shall never be acheived. So tell me why you beleive in perfection?....For PErfection doesn't exist..~ |
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Isis Member Ascendant
since 1999-09-06
Posts 6296Sunny Queensland |
I hate that you feel this way. I do understand, and guys, self injury is never, ever the answer. (HUGS) Look for the light.. Reach inside your heart, that is the greatest gift you can bestow. Merry Christmas.. ~Isis~ (Daughter of Mystery) |
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~Red~ Junior Member
since 1999-11-02
Posts 36chicago, Ill-na, u.s.a. |
thanx isis....i shall try...yet tis very hard to stop...but thanx for the support nonetheless  ~Why is it that you beleive in perfection my friend? For perfection is a dream, it shall never be acheived. So tell me why you beleive in perfection?....For PErfection doesn't exist..~ |
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starboards Member
since 1999-10-14
Posts 467longwood, florida |
I, too, have suffered from self-injury...too me it was a way of making my emotions seem lessoned by cutting myself...it seemed to soothe me...however crazy this must seem... Starboards "When a love affair ends it may take a while to see what's grown in it's stead, but usually it is you!" |
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~Red~ Junior Member
since 1999-11-02
Posts 36chicago, Ill-na, u.s.a. |
not crazy at all starboards.....yeah i can agree with you there...for some reason..it helps... ~Why is it that you beleive in perfection my friend? For perfection is a dream, it shall never be acheived. So tell me why you beleive in perfection?....For PErfection doesn't exist..~ |
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Lil OnE Member
since 1999-12-14
Posts 234Pasco County. Fl. |
hey, i hear everyone saying that s.i. is never the way to deal with things. i just got out of the hospital for s.i. which they thought was an attempt at suicide. if you havent been through that hell, you cant understand it no matter how hard you try. i do know that there is a VERY long road to recovery and if you need to talk about anything at all, you can e-mail me... i'll be more than happy to talk to you. Good luck!! |
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JOY 14 Senior Member
since 1999-09-22
Posts 1419Wisconsin USA |
Red, I too have seen "10 Things I Hate About You." Wasn't it emotional? I mean that part where she got up in front of everyone and...Well you know the rest. I'm sure you aren't the only one that related so well. Sometimes love can be confusing! |
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~Red~ Junior Member
since 1999-11-02
Posts 36chicago, Ill-na, u.s.a. |
Thanx Lil one for the support!! and Joy...indeed Love can confuze the hell outta ya...it sux so mush sometimes!! |
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Isis Member Ascendant
since 1999-09-06
Posts 6296Sunny Queensland |
I am not being a mean old moderator, but alas anyone can read in here. We don't want to turn this into a s.i. club. It is a very real problem and I am so sorry for anyone who has had to deal with this affliction. Red my friend, this is nothing against your poem, but I'd like the s.i. discussions to stop. I will close this piece, people can still read it but not respond further. If there are any problems with my decision please feel free to email me. At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet. (Plato) ~Isis~ (Daughter of Mystery) |
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