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wolfie97
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since 1999-10-18
Posts 58
Newcastle, WY USA

0 posted 1999-11-22 08:21 PM



Where is my ample yearning
For a search of myselfe?
Forgotten and no desire
To keep learning.
Still shadows dance
Like a false flickering fire.
My head dizzy, my eyes twitch.
Consumed by the Devil in a bottle,
While I consume too much.

I mask myself
I laugh with them
Then a smooth waterfall
Of endless tears
Sooth me to sleep.

That is how it was once.
I remember pain,
I remember sorrow.
I can recall sadness,
I once knew happiness.
But now I remain empty.
No tears
No pitty
No regret
No emotion
No sensation
No feeling.
My heart is gone,
I no longer care.
How can this be?
I, before, was sweet and kind.
Now, I hold back a rage.
This rage is the only
Feeling I have left.

So desperatly, I long for
A soul mate of sorts.
A companion,
A complete woman
To make me feel again,
To calm my rage,
To give me hope.
O how I long for someone to love
O how I long for someone to love,
Me.

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Stable, opaque, immortal–all by dint
Of the dear names that lie concealed within't.
==EAP== "An Enigma"


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Isis
Member Ascendant
since 1999-09-06
Posts 6296
Sunny Queensland
1 posted 1999-11-22 08:28 PM


aah Wolfie, finding a mate is easy, it's finding the soul mate that is hard. We all long for that Would you accept a (HUG) from me in the meantime? I hope so!!

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The more you praise and celebrate your life, the more there IS to celebrate.
~Isis~
(Daughter of Mystery)



wolfie97
Member
since 1999-10-18
Posts 58
Newcastle, WY USA
2 posted 1999-11-22 08:44 PM


Ahh, to find that perfect someone, or someone perfect for me. Thanks for the reply Isis, and of course I would accept a hug!

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Sclice open inspiration, and bleed the beauty of art from within. ==Garrett-'sneaky'-Gall==



Sven
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since 1999-11-23
Posts 14937
East Lansing, MI USA
3 posted 1999-11-24 01:26 PM


She is out there my friend. . . all you have to do is find her. . . sometimes, your soulmate is right before your eyes, sometimes you have to let her find you. . .

Sven

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That which gives light must endure burning
--Victor Frankl


JennyLee
Senior Member
since 1999-09-01
Posts 1461
Northwestern, NJ.
4 posted 1999-11-25 10:19 AM


Like a false fickering fire....I loved that line Wolfie

Jenny

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Love is an attempt at penetrating another being,But it can only succeed if the surrender is mutual.



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