I read your words and pardon the half joke but I closed the blinds and put a side light on to reply as it is getting dark, and remembered 3 political parties, conservative, labour and yes, but close the curtains first.
I dont understand why the red raw just essence is what seems to be what people want.
I wrote a hell of a lot or raw emotion without anything but my soul, yet polish, better structure, an understanding of what I am trying to write - this stuff was root, meat and 2 veg.
I am already in trouble for mixing bulls and grain feed or whatever bones you are still putting in there
Do you really want the "Bird on a Wire" again.