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in darkness i fear
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in darkness i fear |
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MGROVES
since 2004-02-01
Posts 3802california |
As the sun goes down I begin to fear. What each evening brings, as darkness grows near. Eack day I say this is the last, I won't take it no more. Yet I continuie to find myself here, as he comes in the door. In the morning he's sorry, full of love, he's kind. So I stay, thinking maybe tonight, no playing my mind. Each evening ends , the same as the last. The abuse never stops, no changing his past. He tells me he loves me, tells me to stay. He shows me hate, never any love my way. I'm not allowed to talk, think or feel. Go places, have friends, or emotions that are real. I try to have a life of my own. The more i do, the more his heart turns to stone. Why do I allow him, to do me this way. I use to be strong, No way would I stay. Could it be, the man in the morning. How could one turn love to hate, without any warning. I feel like, a loved starved child. Being teased by a man, who's abuse has gone wild. Taking abuse, wanting love and respect. The more I give him, the more i get hate and neglect. The sun is down, darkness is here. I'm sitting here quietly, holding back my tears. |
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Margherita Member Seraphic
since 2003-02-08
Posts 22236Eternity |
This is an outcry of your injured heart. Very powerfully written! High time to say good-bye and heal. No such abuse can be tolerated. Your loving heart will forgive, while stepping into freedom. Just my reaction to your words ... Love and hugs. Margherita  |
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Mistletoe Angel 
since 2000-12-17
Posts 32816Portland, Oregon |
 (big angel hugs) My heart sends many healing hugs your way, sweet friend, no one should ever be abused like this and I wish for you the courage to back away from him and find one who can love you with heart unconditionally and without restraint! (sad sigh) God Bless You, sweet friend, I send heart hugs your way, we all love you so much! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet friend, thank you for sharing! May love and light always shine upon you! Love, Noah Eaton "You'll find something that's enough to keep you |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
it's not supposed to hurt I understand this poem too well |
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MGROVES
since 2004-02-01
Posts 3802california |
my heart, whats left of it, thanks you al so much, each time i give a piece of it and bear my soul, i feel at peace, thank you again so much. |
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ShannonMarie Member
since 2003-09-09
Posts 55in a state of being |
this sounds like my ex husband |
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Grover Senior Member
since 2004-01-27
Posts 1967London, ON, Canada |
You've got to get yourself out of that relationship, Marsha. I'll be praying for you.  |
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Bill Charles Member Patricius
since 2000-07-11
Posts 10619highways, & byways, for now |
MGROVES - I felt your thoughts when reading this write, hang in there. Please talk this out with someone and find the way... BC |
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