you know that saying:
"you never know what you have..till its gone"?
its true, i've found,
and im not joking around.


when i lost him,
i didn't know what i'd do,
so i cried for days,
as if that could fill his place.


so many lonely nights,
i've been searching for the answers,
so many bitter days,
trying to fill my heart different ways.


yes! you are right,
of course it didn't work!
did you actually think i thought it would?
i knew all along it never could.


God, while i was praying this,
i actually had another thought:
"did You take him from me,
so You would be happy?"


cause with him i know You will be...


one thing im gonna ask,
while im learning to let go,
make sure he doesn't know,
my heart lays breaking.


Dear God,
why?