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Teen Poetry #7

Good to know if I ever need attention all I have to do is die

Sweetest Sorrow X
Member

since 2004-01-19

Posts 146
From a cradle to a casket

0 posted 2004-07-13 10:14 PM

I look at the mirror
it holds the reflection
of complete inperfection
pimples and scars
these things are in place
of what is suppsoed to be a face
a tiny tear falls down my cheek
I wipe it away
just one of many that are to come this day
Something so ugly on the outside is sure to be beautiful inside
but this is just a fairy tale far from true
as ugly on the outside grew the ugly on the inside grew too
Theres no cure for this
a result of self-affliction
a curse that is only imaginable in fantasy or science fiction
My knees are knobby
my legs are short and stubby
my body is hideous and chubby
No amount of make up can hide it
the ugly shines from within
a consequence of a lifelong sin
In the past I have done wrong
people have been hurt and sad
I didn't know I became that bad
They want to lock me up
wont be forgiven for what I've done
its made as if their pain was my fun
Sorry means nothing
a night i cry myself to sleep
im hurting of a scar that runs very deep
A scar in my heart
i cut it myself in greed
and i watched it bleed
Liquid fire leaks from my wounds
my blood is the price
my life is the ultimate sacrifice
but why worry
its ok one day they'll see
its was them who was wrong not me
I did my part on the cycle of life
a vicious cycle of hate
it was only me who saw that we are all hell-bait
I get to leave early
ill say my goodbyes and ill pack
and to my enemies ill turn my back
differences in people make them fail to realize
we all cry the same
we all will wen we reach hells flame
wait and in time
wen life is over into hell we will decend
so why worry?the pain and hurt will stop
in the end

The Title has nothing to do with the poem really...

I hope your sleeping good at nights....
Knowing I never sleep at all

Stepharoo
Member

since 2004-05-04

Posts 149
Washington, USA

1 posted 2004-07-13 10:33 PM

Wow this is really good, I like it a lot.
Keep it up!

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