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Teen Poetry #7

Lifetime of Regret

adbdesperado18
Junior Member

since 2003-11-30

Posts 33

0 posted 2003-12-06 05:43 PM

As I examine the past,
I remember those days,
Days where life seemed to suffice.
Now,
Moments exist as mere memories,
Wrinkles in time.
Survive as an illusion,
Worst of all,
I ruined them.
My actions destroyed all.
You endured plenty,
Decided wanted no more,

I ended right where I began.
All months wasted,
I blame myself,
Pushed you away,
Me, me alone.

I told you I could handle the pain,
But
. Feelings still exist,
I subsist in fear,
Fear of facing a lifetime of regret,
A lifetime full of hating myself,
Because I depleted it all,
Cowardice reigns,
For my heart shall never return,.
The same heart I willingly gave.

I love you,
And if you don’t ever love me again,
I understand…..
I realize…..
Why
Forever I face a lifetime of regret.

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