Im getting lost in this
it's slowly taking control
I wish I could leave it all behind
but where can I go to escape reality?

This pain is too deep
to focus on anything else
this truth too black
to lose myself.

If I could see the future
would I find enough hope
to continue on,
or would it be the end of me?

My dreams of late have been haunted
always the imprint of you
I couldn't escape these feelings
even if I wanted to.

A shadow is following me everywhere
calling my name
and taunting with beautiful promises
that bring tears to my eyes.

It's offering all I've ever wanted
but does it speak truth?
It's offering all I've ever wanted
but with a price.

This is tearing me apart
this is a choice
that I've always known the answer to
this is a choice
that I can't make.