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Songbird
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since 1999-12-15
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Missouri

0 posted 2007-12-10 12:40 PM



It was a secret that she was mentally ill
Her family hide it very well
No friends were told
It was a stigma
A feeling that others could not understand
The condition and fear the family as a whole
They considered it a shame
So her children kept it  hidden
Fearing within their own heart
That others would think
They might be like her

With few friends and
No one that they knew
Could understand the pain
That mental illness inflicted
Upon the family

The fearful feelings they felt
Stayed within
Their anxieties were never expressed
They didn’t understand what was happening
To their own mother
So how could they expect others to understand
Not even their own father could tell them why
Their mother had changed
He just said she was having a nervous breakdown
Whatever that meant
They didn’t know anyone else
Who this had ever been said.

As they got older they learned this was the kind of person
Who was referred to as crazy
Loco de la cabasa
A person to be feared
A person who was dangerous
A person who could slash your throat
Or throw themselves under a train

Then they  heard it was inherited
It ran in families
A train of fear
A train that would go on and on
Never far from their thoughts
Would they too become like her?
Estranged from their children
In and out of mental hospitals
A burden to those they loved.
They knew what it had done to them
So the fear continued….

But God was there in the beginning
Until the end
God was there holding them
In the palm of his hand
They survived and were stronger for it.


© Copyright 2007 Marcia Estep - All Rights Reserved
KgIRL
Junior Member
since 2007-11-14
Posts 14
australia
1 posted 2007-12-10 08:51 AM


that was amazing to read.
after i got past the first line, i had chills and was teary eyed while reading to the end.
i can relate so easily, dealing with a mental illness myself. though my parents are still in denial that i'm even sick.
when i'm in hospital.. i'm just going there to rest they say.

but i loved the read. it is quite expressionable. good job

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