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byski
Member

since 2006-01-26

Posts 235
Alberta, Canada

0 posted 2006-02-12 11:03 PM

For what do I owe this pleasure
Which I cannot live without
Which deamon lord has my soul
That brought my suffering about

When I first had to hold her
I did not see the flame
That I would soon be dissolved in
To wrought in eternal pain

Since the meaning of our existance
Has been exposed to the world
I lost my love, I lost my life
I lost my only girl

My mind was driven by passion
And fell hard once at the end
A bloody heart, a broken spirit
And eternal hell my only friends

Unorthodox mabey, but I grow on you.

rockbabe
Member

since 2006-01-29

Posts 105

1 posted 2006-02-17 08:40 AM

Lots of emotion.....good!

ShelbyLynn13
Member

since 2006-02-15

Posts 73
US, Colorodo

2 posted 2006-02-18 12:43 PM

wow. thats very touching. is that true or did you just think of it??

every one is special in their own way!!!

byski
Member

since 2006-01-26

Posts 235
Alberta, Canada

3 posted 2006-02-18 01:20 PM

I dont know what u mean Shelby, but yeah itz true. I did get my heart broken and suffered a bit because of it. Actually i still do feel it. It seemed that because I feel in love I had to fall out of it too. I guess Im raising the question if it is better to have loved and lost then to not have loved at all.

latteaddict213

Senior Member

since 2006-02-17

Posts 523
Colorado

4 posted 2006-02-18 01:46 PM

Its always better to have loved and lost than to not have loved at all.

Where your heart lays is where you belong.

byski
Member

since 2006-01-26

Posts 235
Alberta, Canada

5 posted 2006-02-19 11:53 AM

Well, what I was trying to express is that is that really the case? What if someone holds on to the pain too much and that holds them back for starting new relationships. Itz hard to let go and move on, sometimes too hard. And then there are the days where you just can't help but feel alone and helpless. Sure it was great when it lasted, but am I really better off now with all this emotional baggage that I didn't have before? But don't worry, I did move on and I'm fine. Itz just a point I was trying to make.

latteaddict213

Senior Member

since 2006-02-17

Posts 523
Colorado

6 posted 2006-02-20 09:24 PM

oh okay

            Jessica
              :)

       Where your heart lays
        is where you belong.

desert-spike
Member

since 2006-02-01

Posts 194
TX/USA

7 posted 2006-02-21 01:34 PM

Nice Read, Byski. I can't help but wonder if you and I might have shared an ex or two.

byski
Member

since 2006-01-26

Posts 235
Alberta, Canada

8 posted 2006-02-23 11:44 PM

Not from texas, lol.

Juju
Member Elite

since 2003-12-29

Posts 3429
In your dreams

9 posted 2007-03-25 10:20 AM

lovely

hunnie_girl

Member Elite

since 2006-06-18

Posts 2567
Canada

10 posted 2007-03-28 11:49 PM

wow this was amazing I liked it. Ahhh Move on there is nothing bad about pushing fwd. Yah it is hard and yah it hurts but hey what doesn't?
hunnie

~fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me~

mged
Junior Member

since 2007-03-29

Posts 39
ND

11 posted 2007-04-26 09:52 AM

I know how you feel. loseing someone and not getting them back.
This was very good I can`t wait to read more.

KEEP ON

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