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yv
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since 2003-05-30
Posts 574


0 posted 2004-11-02 05:13 PM


As I walk away from myself
I see parts of me that I don't like
The outer shell of my existence is
Lived in sour solitude
Misery

I vomit on myself images of an
Unreal picture of me
I don't see
See that every part of me is
As false as the day as I waas born

I was born into believing that
I was okay and
Everything that hurt me was
Absolute nothingness

Born into believing that
Pain was a state of mind
However, my mind is
Cloudy

Born into a world that I
Could not control myself
But need not be controlled by
Life

By the end of everything
I will have forgotten myself
My imperfection bothers me
Yet, my life was hollowed out
As a sugar cookie

And I didn't deserve any pity, so
Refused to accept any, but
I cried
My eyes red as the earth
And melted into self doubt

Undeserving of love
I feel I ask too much of love
Without being kind

Love overcomes me
My one true
And all the pieces between
Escape me when I feel so low

Undeserving of care
I shape my life in essence as
A syndicated stereotype

What I am is to no one
Sincere
Not even my inner soul can
Feel emotions other than
Personal betrayal

Yv-Goddess of Her Domain. Symbol of Truth Passion Pain. Let Her Smile Rain on the Hearts of the Innocent.

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green_itchy_stuff
Senior Member
since 2003-06-26
Posts 1929
New Caney, Tx
1 posted 2004-11-03 10:13 AM


Maybe self-control would make a difference.  Not meant as an insult, just a statement.

-GIS

God blesses.

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