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silhouetted
Senior Member

since 2004-01-30

Posts 537
New Zealand

0 posted 2004-08-25 03:42 AM

once again i found myself here
in this little room known as depression
this room where i can lock myself up and not talk to anyone
so i cant complicate things further
or cause more problems
i sit and wrap my arms around me and just rock
rock, rock away the tears
rock away the pain and loneliness
and let the emptiness take over
i wont be here for long
the door will soon unlock and i'll be back
back to normal reality
back to suffering
back to the point where i know the room will be waiting when i'm done

"When i close my eyes, i remember how to smile, under my umbrella im an accomplished exile..."

Hollow_Emptiness
Senior Member

since 2004-02-01

Posts 715
New Zealand

1 posted 2004-08-25 03:46 AM

So sad. The room is always there to crawl into. We should get some nitrogen and blow it up. My thoughts....

Hollow.

Luv ya always,
Courtney.

"Why are my visions so unliving with dreams? And why do I no longer care?" - Stygian

aussie teen
Member

since 2003-09-27

Posts 396
Australia

2 posted 2004-08-26 08:14 AM

beautiful expression of the lil box we all know is there and crawl into every now and then.... seriously well written
i agree with hollow... weres the nitro when you need it.....
cheers
Ruth

live life as if your going to die tomorow....... but love as if your going to live forever......

Lucie
Senior Member

since 1999-06-20

Posts 1077
Houston

3 posted 2004-08-27 09:36 AM

I locked the door to this room. And then ran.. ran.. ran.. now I think I lost the map back to it.. and pray that I will never have the need to search for it again.

You captured the pain of this room. Lock the door sweetie.. the rest of the house is much nicer!!!!!

Remember me with a smile on your face, or please don't remember me at all.

spritrider87
Member

since 2003-05-31

Posts 294
NH

4 posted 2004-08-27 01:53 PM

i've lived in this room for a long time now. practicly locked myself in. because i dont want to hurt more people by coming out. i am more normal when in this room. alot more normal. besides it's padded and my favorit color. black.

As I look at this world and realize that I am the only one to have seen the end of all Good I let the tears out that and ask the world to see them.

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