For Jessica, my daughter, my sister, my love

Show me something i've forgotten
Tell me how to love again
Take me somewhere new
To a place I can’t remember
I’ve forgotten things I should retain
My sense of self, yet you remain
My woman, my tangible
In a sea of dark,
So shadowed so cold
Fragile like the crystal glass
Crumbles in my bloody hand
Shards and embers dig down in
To seethe to reap inside my skin
I breathe because I must to see her
I eat but I do not taste or savor
I see her shaken, rage fills me
Rip them all to see her happy
But I don’t remember why I’m writing
I don’t remember the flavor of life
Only that bitterness
That I cannot have her
Only that breath that I try to hold