icebox
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since 05-03-2003
Posts 4246
in the shadows
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0 posted 11-22-2003 11:41 PM
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When I was really poor, stealing milk from doorsteps filching food to eat, I used to dream of living without cares, I thought love somehow would come in time, a partner I would think as mine and I wouldn't always have to look over my shoulder.
Now I am a great deal older, and it's true I've loved a few, and perhaps among the dead there was a partner.
I tell you honestly I've learned a lot this time around; I don't think I'll make the same mistakes again; I know it's in the nature of my soul that I am drawn to war, despite the karmic pitfalls for which I've yet to make amends, but I've come to think it's for the purpose of seeing that it finally ends.
Life has a meaning, and it's simple. We exist to learn and by that learning we may grow, and by that growing we may come to know, and by that knowing we may learn enough to satisfy the greatest curiosity, the pure simplicity of understanding, and then, you see, when that is done we're free.
©2003 by icebox
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