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Screeching Stop
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Screeching Stop |
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D.Lester Young Senior Member
since 2001-12-08
Posts 1219Austin, Tx |
Screeching mind stopping, too much pain, overcoming emotions draining the reservoir to carry on further, futile. Bruised soul, banged up bill collector days, taxing nights legislating minutes into political horrors. Medicating minutes in charged up seconds, lawyers taking all the gas spent on surviving. Weight of moving suicide surviving, sitting with no chance battered into a junkyard. Light so strong that faith draws power from it, quit moving me. Stop your miracle which sees hope, let me be invalid stamped as useless. Quit brightening up the exterior in hope, let me die in peace, quiver, why is my heart beating again? Other’s are now saying, I am a classic worth saving in restored feelings. Rusted up memories, the tears ate you away is there a skeleton that remains? Do not revive me to be abused for heaven’s sake or I will curse the day that I believed again. Sometimes things can make a difference by just being there, destroyed but recyclable, so shed a tear upon it and shine from it. D.Lester Young Somewhere in America not on company time 09/29/03 What do I fear? English teachers. [This message has been edited by D.Lester Young (09-30-2003 09:10 PM).] |
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SharaRose Member Elite
since 2003-07-19
Posts 2501Somewhere out there~ |
But things can change. There is hope out there. Sometimes it's in a word that opens your heart to another way of thinking, or in a strangers smile that you weren't expecting that somehow liberates you for the rest of the day, or realization of thought that just comes from somewhere out of the blue, a revelation that never coursed through your mind before. In the knowing there is someone out there that's watching your life, and if you aren't there the mix will be incomplete for their life. Please rethink. If there's no purpose that you see, then remember things are not always what they seem even to ourself. Despairing thoughts are, at times, needed to be alone, but there are also times they need intervention by another. Misery doesn't love company it's just there are times when miserable people are with other miserable people because they are both understanding each other and are searching together to find the answers. I think so anyway. I think it would be better than searching alone. That's the impression I get, and instead of judging people we should see their pain, and try as much as humanly possible to help them. Then there will be 2 miserable people that aren't miserable anymore, but happy at the same time as the other. No longer miserable. So don't ever listen to people if they judge becasue you are miserable.(and I'm not saying they do, I'm saying IF they do.) If that's their reaction they are not there with a heart to help, and soon they will be the miserable ones. I hope you are better soon!!! Look up. When you hit rock bottom there's no other place to go. God really is there. He isn't some mystical farce of a thought in someones mind to conduct mind control. He's a good God that loves you. Pray, and reach out to him. Love, SharaRose ~  Of sound, and speech let all lift the hearer! |
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QjQ Member Elite
since 2003-04-18
Posts 3756U.S.A. |
enjoyed the read,,, |
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