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SmartChick
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since 2001-09-23

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On A Journey To The Unknown

0 posted 2003-09-05 12:07 PM

Emotions Denied
~ By Sue ~

It has never been too easy
To give my heart away
The door would not open
Until that special day
When you and I did meet
Fear kept it closed for awhile
Remembering the past
You won me with that smile
As you held me so close
With a genlte kiss on my lips
You carressed me so tenderly
With your hands placed on my hips
I felt the flutter in my heart
With each day we spent together
The feelings that I felt inside
Could not have been any stronger
Then after nine long years
I had to say good-bye
Even now, sometimes I miss you
But this, I would deny
It had become so clear to me
There was no way we could stay together
I had come to the conclusion
For me to leave would be better
Still, deep down inside me
I feel the loneliness inside
When I remember the good times
And sometimes I still cry

9-4-03

Kaoru

Member Elite

since 2003-06-07

Posts 3892
where the wild flowers grow

1 posted 2003-09-05 12:09 PM

I can understand
having no choice..

and also..
the pain you feel..

This poem is touching to me.. thank you for sharing it.

Kahlil
Senior Member

since 2003-04-12

Posts 1881

2 posted 2003-09-05 12:19 PM

...very touching...
~K~

bslicker

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since 2000-12-04

Posts 2321
state of mind

3 posted 2003-09-05 12:27 PM

like this very much
good writing

bernie

A smile a day keeps the world in smile's.
Bernie Slicker

SharaRose
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since 2003-07-19

Posts 2501
Somewhere out there~

4 posted 2003-09-05 05:52 AM

This is so nice. It's nice that it came to an amicable end, and was done with decency!! Very human, and humane ending here. I loved the way this was so peaceably done. Amazing.
God Bless.

SharaRose @-->--

Of sound, and speech let all lift the hearer!

jbsoria
Junior Member

since 2003-09-03

Posts 26
Phoenix, Arizona

5 posted 2003-09-05 06:25 AM

It's amazing how I can lay awake at night thinking that no one can possibly understand the life pains I feel. Reading your poem will help me know that I'm not alone out there in that huge world. Thank you for sharing your heart with us.

Titia Geertman
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since 2001-05-07

Posts 5182
Netherlands

6 posted 2003-09-05 07:08 AM

Ahhh Sue, but there was no other choice to make and though you feel lonely sometimes, staying would have been worse, don't you think?

Hope you are doing ok sweet friend.

Titia

Like scattered leaves...my words will flow

ambrish
Member

since 2003-03-27

Posts 257
India

7 posted 2003-09-05 07:14 AM

this is the dilemma of life

Nan

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since 1999-05-20

Posts 21191
Cape Cod Massachusetts USA

8 posted 2003-09-05 07:56 AM

And you likely always will, SmartChick - You know in your heart that you've made the right choices, though - Keep smiling...

garysgirl

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since 2002-09-29

Posts 19237
Florida, USA

9 posted 2003-09-05 10:23 AM

Sue, you will always have a tenderness in your heart
for the good memories of what you shared with him.
Hold on to those good memories, my friend, and
cherish them. They are precious. It's the bad ones
that you need to try to release. I know it's hard,
because I still have a difficult time throwing
away those bad memories.
Hugs to you, my friend

Ethel

Earth Angel
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since 2002-08-27

Posts 40215
Realms of Light

10 posted 2003-09-05 11:15 AM

Sweet Sue, you are still in the healing process, but you ARE healing. It took a great deal of courage to be true to yourself. As you let go of the past, your future will open into wonderful new vistas!

Loving, healing hugs,
Linda

angelblueyes
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since 2003-07-19

Posts 2148
Oklahoma

11 posted 2003-09-05 11:32 AM

I feel the pain here, but I also feel the ehaling of which your wondrous heart and spirit is doing.This took courage and you are full of it.Keep smiling and healing.

Crystal

JamesMichael
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since 1999-11-16

Posts 33336
Kapolei, Hawaii, USA

12 posted 2003-09-05 07:43 PM

Nice writing...James

Enchantress
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since 2001-08-14

Posts 35113
Canada eh.

13 posted 2003-09-05 07:53 PM

Oh sweet Sue...
Good to see you posting...
but sorry to see you still have sad moments.
You've come a long way and I sure am proud of you!
~Smiles & Hugs, Nancy~

~ Summer can't be over...
I still have sand in my shoes ~

ThisDiamond
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since 2002-02-22

Posts 9353
Michigan, USA

14 posted 2003-09-05 08:25 PM

Remember to always cherish what your heart feels, and that your feet point forward, to keep the past at your heels.
TD

NewEnglandlazurlu
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since 2002-01-04

Posts 7470
A Mountain Paradise

15 posted 2003-09-05 09:29 PM

Hi Sue, I'm so happy to see you. I've missed you.

It's okay to cry. Crying is healing and the pain of separation doesn't go away over night.

Continue to give yourself permission to grieve and get over him and I hope you will write your feelings in your wonderful poetry.

Luvs and hugs, Marti

Nature always tends to act in the simplest way.
~ Bernoulli ~

Lisann
Member

since 2001-01-31

Posts 350

16 posted 2003-09-05 11:50 PM

very nice.........the pain and longing bleeds through your words.

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