What a ride i've been on for the past years,
The smiles, the giggles that turn to tears...
I can't help but wonder what it is that i do,
to anger you so easily, to make you feel so blue.
Like a Rollercoaster of emotion, a fear in itself, one moment your you, and the other someone else.
I know you have many hurts from the past, but that is not me, i want our love to last...
Its almost as if your accustomed to grief,
like a thief in the night, it steals you from me...
Then, in the blink of an eye, and a touch of the hand, its as if we're okay all over again...
Then without warning, the storm rages once more..
My wall goes up, my feet planted on the floor,
waiting for the calm, that i know will come...
I want you to concentrate on the good things in life,
not hold onto the fears that you had,
and remember that i am me in true form, not someone your with that is bad...
I don't look for reasons to argue with you, i don't want to spend my every day blue..
So what can i do to get you back, and calm the waters of this raging sea..
What can i say to help you, to bring you back to me..
I am who i am hon, not something you bought,
I can't be made to walk when all i want to do is talk.. I have feelings and emotions just like you
and when i get hurt, i lash out too.
Which makes me human, just as you.
Lets get off this rollercoaster and put our feet on sturdy ground..
and just love each other unconditionally, just like the love we had found,
It is there, its in my heart, my head, my soul,
and that is why i am still here, with you as a whole.
Lets let the ghosts of the past find another place to nest..
and stop putting our love on an everyday test..
Please hear me and understand,
that i will help you heal and mend..
By living together we made a promise to ourselves,
to hold on to what we have, cherish it and delve,
as deep as we can forgetting those ghosts..
and to love each other foremost...
I do love you Hon...
That i was perfect, but i am not,
I am the person you met hon, not the won that you bought...
I have to be able to be myself..
Not scared that if i do... it will cause another loss
of moments we could have shared with smiles,