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SharaRose Member Elite
since 2003-07-19
Posts 2501Somewhere out there~ |
You say I am too, too kind. Like I have something to cover, Or something to hide. Well what would you have me be? You would like for me to appease? So what you say will be what you want others to see? Be it a lie, What you say, You do not care. You lead them all right to your gate of hate. I can see the spit that spews from your mouth When your hateful words Out your mouth you dispel. Your lies from online unless for spying tries How would you know a thing about me? I know I came to you Told you all. I told you everything But still you did not see. You spied, while I cried While inside I died and you were deaf totally deaf, to my bleeding cries. Men? Well last I heard Yeah, it's the word. Women like to spend their time with them. But every time my heart was thrashed shoved to the floor And you, You were no different You pushed me right out the door. Would you rather it had been a her instead a him? It wouldn’t have mattered There would have been Something wrong with that, too. And you know it That’s just YOU! You said we would NEVER see each other. There'd never be a time we'd meet I tried to fill my heart from the emptiness you left behind. That hollow that felt like hell. Now you try to sell Since you have no *truth* to tell you try to sell the idea I'm a whore. I wag my tail so I can leave them asking for more? You don't know me Or at least the way you should? You should from all the claims you make. You never did. You act as if you do. But what it seems you think you know Well then, why isn't it true? You said you loved me Even if it turned Out to we were just friend. Why did you not know me? Why didn’t you ask Why are you doing the things You do? I told you about My marriage. I told you why I was hurting, and Looking For something To fill my pain. Also we Have now mended. I now know I should have Went to God I should have had faith to lean on. A friend? That was not you. And, why then? Why have you vowed To make my life miserable With Your rumors, and lies to the very end? You nurse your hate It's all you implore Out to settle some score. You'd think there would come a time You would talk and say what you have to say Say what’s on your mind to my face!!! But No! You have to keep your hate going it gives you guilts erase. Of sound, and speech let all lift the hearer! |
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Bill Charles Member Patricius
since 2000-07-11
Posts 10619highways, & byways, for now |
SharaRose - very strong write, but with many feelings to pen. My best to you... BC |
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garysgirl  
since 2002-09-29
Posts 19237Florida, USA |
Oh Shara, sweet Lady, this hurts. I hope that writing about it gets it out. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Hugs to you  Ethel |
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QjQ Member Elite
since 2003-04-18
Posts 3756U.S.A. |
your expressions are well stated,, |
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littlewing Member Rara Avis
since 2003-03-02
Posts 9655New York |
Shara . . . have you ripped this from my own mind? OMG . . . this is PUNCH for sure xxoo |
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SharaRose Member Elite
since 2003-07-19
Posts 2501Somewhere out there~ |
BC- Thanks. It is true. Just getting alot of feelings out. I appreciate you had a tender heart to comment. Bless ya! garysgirl- Thank you Ethel. You are the sweetest thing, offering your prayers, and thoughts, bless ya, too, bunches!! QJQ--Thank you for your thoughts, they are much appreciated. I love your writes. Always so gentle. This meant alot. Littlewing- Isn't it so strange how we can be writing and we are writing someone else's life, too. Just human beings with common hurts. All the best to ya girl! All of you have such  SharaRose @-->-- Of sound, and speech let all lift the hearer! |
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JamesMichael Member Empyrean
since 1999-11-16
Posts 33336Kapolei, Hawaii, USA |
When I look at my friends there are many that I can tell a little bit and some that I can trust to tell some of the story, but very few that I can tell everything...James |
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SharaRose Member Elite
since 2003-07-19
Posts 2501Somewhere out there~ |
Well I wouldn't have told someone something if I hadn't seen I trusted him with my life, and I did. Not sure now why, but I did, and *he* knows it! He knows. Thank you, SharaRose @-->-- Of sound, and speech let all lift the hearer! |
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