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ok im new and well thought to post this ...
I stand here cold and alone .. for what it feels like forever . i hide in the shadows of shame and guilt , hiding From the light to expose the truth .. hiding my face from others to see , You know they say the "eyes are the windows to the soul" Dare to gaze into my eyes and reap what you see .For when i see them myself ... i see nothing more then a creature staring back at me .Almost numb to everything around.I used to bleed to know i was still alive as a quote from a song ... just to remember that i was still breathing cause when everything did exact feel like the movies i needed to know .Dreams from reality seemed to collide lost between two worlds so different hard to find the right grasp. This is the dear old me I feel as if i'm slowly awaking from a long lived coma every breath i take slow and paced ,every blink i made slowly as clearing the sleep from my eyes, now that im fully awake now dear i know what i should do .... Everyone around me now seems to become more fake..... everything is wonderful now