Regina, Saskatchewan; Canada
I must not think of the universe as one whole anymore. It is making me insane. I must be mistaken, for God didn't make the Universe especially to make men go insane. Perhaps the universe is not actually a "whole" Perhaps everything is a whole as a specific shape only for a period of time: everything is only forever because change is eternal, but nothing is forever in its present shape. The universe then is never complete, or else is always the same matter in different shapes. Or it is one snake that is a is a circle that keeps swallowing each different on its selfsame path forever.
Thus my body is existant now because God set me in it; but afterwards it is not existant as a body, it is only existant as "parts" of the universe-body, but the "wholeness" stationary physical shape that I know in this life shall be no more existant. It is "assimilated" into the universe. My "bodily" character vanishes; and I either have no more, and have nothing; or I have a soul, and it is something still existant. If each has a soul, he or she may live beyond the body and the world . If one doesn't, one shall never exist again on or in any sphere of existance.