The bad thing is... we, His creation, make the problems.
He made the rules and the laws , which if followed all would be great, we break them like little children and we get spanked.
He said we will never die. We will live forever, we choose the place to live, He selects the ones who live with Him or with tormenting spirits. The Wheat and the chaff, the lambs or the goats. He loves us so much that He gives us the option to choose.
He says: "Choose Life"
"To embrace the sweet, intoxicating fermentation of death! Maybe it is for the best.
That sacred realm we all will find ourselves in..
Maybe there I will finally find some conversation"
No my friend, choose life.
And, He will converse with you anytime you read His word.
Sorry for my 2cents worth. I hope I didn't
upset you. You have great passion for results, He has great compassion for you. He says so in His word.
Love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul,and with all your mind. Love your neighbor as yourself.