Where is God now? I'd say, He is still at the same place. "Just to be left in the darkness I embraced." You don't have to. For there is a light to lighten the Gentiles and the glory of Thy people Israel." St.Luke 2 V32. That is Jesus. Try seek after Him, and do according to His words; and you'll no longer have to be embracing the dakness. God Bless you, thanks for the poem.