"Happy is the person who finds wisdom and gains understanding."
The above scripture was written by King Solomon who had far more wisdom than Iíll ever hope to have so I'll just quote him here. Smiles.
Anyway, in my opinion and by how Iíve interpreted your poem (youíre going to find the way into the 'O' of your God) youíve begun a Wonderful Wonderful journey to re-define some vital terms (including happiness and comfort) in your life by ďdisposingĒ of the primarily visual and materialistic definitions that most of us humans have of terms and then, perhaps, replacing these terms (growing new petals so to speak) with terms that are representative of a much more Beautiful Beautiful Light.
God bless you, my friend, thank you for sharing, and, let me say it again, itís GREAT to have you posting here.