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I Am But One (In Memory Of Rebecca Grant - Our WhtDove)
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I Am But One (In Memory Of Rebecca Grant - Our WhtDove) |
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Mysteria 
since 2001-03-07
Posts 18328British Columbia, Canada 
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 ~* I Am But One *~I truly tried to collect words, I did.Shuffling about in an apron of silence, Now so mechanically untied yet again, Folded so carefully now lying on my table. Lifting it again I lovingly try to feel the fabric Of all those silent wishes for words of her Those seem forever to be unuttered. For days now I have worn this apron thin Worrying a frayed edge with fidgeting fingers, Straining to find the missing words I feel Sifting so slowly through a hole in my heart Now hiding bottomed in some pocket silent. I tried to entice my pen to dance and scratch, Wanting so badly to paint my thoughts of her Into some words to be understood by all who read. I tried, but couldn’t form a word in my mouth to tell of her and how much her life mattered. She could touch you with a purity of heart So genuine it could change night into day. How could I tell you of a petite little soul So heavy in kindness that Her tiny frame Often moved mountains of fear and despair to hope? The thought of missing her presence now So selfishly weighs many down in such sadness. I am but one she touched, just one. How can you put power like that into words? Are there even words that can describe Such a sweet and tender soul who, Always had time to share love and faith. She must have felt my quiet frustration, For in a split second of a tune’s melody, the words became crystal clear to me. I knew how to express what her life meant, At least to me. She made me a better person, yes she did. Think about having that kind of power, To influence someone’s life for the betterment. I am but one. One of so many others of all ages, Finding they are somewhat lost for words. They say the dove is a symbol of peace and divine inspiration. She surely knew her purpose in life that girl. She changed lives in an instant by just being herself. Even now she makes me smile, but then, she always did. Through her unselfish sharing, I now realize Rebecca Was now a permanent part of all those she touched. I am but one. She will continue to touch those wishing her touch, Through her words of peace, faith and love. ~* Soar Forevermore In Peace Sweet Rebecca *~ Personal Note: I could not find the words to say anything about our dear Rebecca, until this very day I found a radio station by “accident,” and then the words just came to me as you have read them here.That radio station believe it or not turned out to be ~ White Dove Radio ~ http://www.whitedoveradio.com/ The artist is unknown. Should you know who it is please inform me so I may thank them with proper credit. |
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Joyce Johnson
since 2001-03-10
Posts 9912Washington State |
Der Sharon, This is beautiful, poignant and eerie. It reminds me of what happened when I lost my little eleven year old granddaughter. A few days after she died a dove appeared on my doorstep. We do not have doves around here. It was very tame. I opened the door and it came right into the house and flew over and landed on my curtains. It was not a bit scared of being in the house as are most birds when they get in accidently. Eventually it went out the opened door but stayed around several days. I have a picture of it on my doorstep eating out of my hand. I don't know where it came from or where it eventually went. But one of the arrangements at Joycie's funeral had a pair of doves attached to it. I have always felt it to be a sign that was connected to my beloved granddaughter's death. I have the feeling that you knew Rebecca in person not just through her poems. It was perfectly clear from her poems and her answers to us what a genuine person she was. Love, Joyce |
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BSC
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Member Elite
since 2000-02-04
Posts 2919New York, USA |
Mysteria ~ My life is also one of those sweet Becky touched ~ Your beautifully written words show how deeply she touched yours. Thank you for sharing ~~ Bonnie |
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Lighthousebob Member Elite
since 2000-06-14
Posts 4725California |
(Smiles) I so believe it is true what you have written that she was able to move mountains because I do believe that she was a person of Great Faith. As expressed in your poem, you are but one and I am but another who was soooo touched by the passing of Rebecca and you are not alone here dear friend for it is at times like these when we must take time to reflect, gather our thoughts, gather our feelings and emotions, and, yes, it is during times like these that our caring and our closeness to the one whom we so admired is somehow best expressed in our silence as we think and meditate on the life she lived and the "peace, faith and love" of which she so impacted our own lives. I so appreciate your poem. Thank you for sharing. -Bob |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
Posts 18328British Columbia, Canada |
May I tell you a quick story? I worked as a volunteer with seniors for years, and they asked me to print out poetry of someone called White Dove and make books for their reading class. I couldn't find her anywhere on the computer so I was greeted with lots of boos when I showed up. Well of course she was Whtdove, so off I went again to look. That is how I found this place through a need of people sick and dying that needed Rebecca Grant. I printed the books and they have been re-printed over at least four years I am aware of, due to handling. Her poems became what the elderly, sick, hopeless, and yes even the dying asked to be read, along with a few others here too  Rebecca had a way of speaking from her heart to the common person that they understood, and connected with. There were the odd little signs hanging in rooms that family members painted and hung with words in her poems, etc. so she had a huge impact on these people. When I finally contacted her on the phone to explain how she was so important to so many people at a series of senior's homes here in another country, I heard, "Me?" She had not a clue or was she inflated with that idea one bit, but instead wanted to know what else she could do to help. That was Rebecca.When she got sick, the seniors needed that contact with her so I tried to gather bits up for them and send them to her, and the odd one even got to talk to her between chemo treatments, and no matter how sick she was she took the time to “encourage them how her strong faith kept her going.” We made her this huge ceramic plaque, strangely enough with a beautiful big fairy with wings, and on it they put "Poetry Garden" and the back held a poem to her. Small token of appreciation from many feeble hands, but it was so appreciated, as Rebecca was humble in that way. When her family had reconciled with the fact that she may not be coming home, (to this home,) I painted her a big box to hold the cards and letters she would get in the hospital, as I knew there were many. I am happy her Mother Rae now will hold it and treasure it. Anyway, to make a long story short, somewhere in that space of time I had lost my faith completely! Gone! I gave up on a God, turned my back on him, and felt he deserted me and took away the one person that meant anything to me in my entire life. Over time and talking to Rebecca, she not only got me to begin renewing my faith, she made me believe there was indeed a heaven where my friend now was, and that one day I would her there, (if I behaved that is you know her? She wasn’t always serious – she could sure make me laugh.Will I miss her - yes, but is it not the most comforting thing to know as long as Ron has this site, and we have printers, she will always be a part of us if we wish her to be? May that sweet angel now rest in peace, and enjoy the company of her brother too. She mattered in this lifetime to so many, so here’s to humility, another thing she has taught. God bless her and her family. |
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passing shadows Member Empyrean
since 1999-08-26
Posts 45577displaced |
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sandgrain Member Elite
since 1999-09-21
Posts 3662Sycamore, IL, USA |
Oh, Sharon, talk about a loss for words! This tribute is awesome, as are you. You've been here holding my hand throughout and it's touched me deeply. Rebecca was a reflection of strengthened faith she drew from this site and bible study. I, too, was overwhelmed at the number of hearts she'd touched, and in turn the support she received. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for all you've done and continue to do, Sharon. This tribute will live on, too. I'll have to tune into that White Dove radio station one of these first days, too. That was a real surprise. Love, Rae |
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Joyce Johnson
since 2001-03-10
Posts 9912Washington State |
Dear Sharon, thank you for the information that we wuld not have had otherwise on our dear friend WhtDove. She was a many dimensional person. Love, joyce |
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littlewing Member Rara Avis
since 2003-03-02
Posts 9655New York |
I truly tried to collect words, I did. and that you did, Sharon, Oh, you sure have. |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
Posts 18328British Columbia, Canada |
Thinking of Rebecca today, and I hope you are as well. I know she is enjoying soaring with the angels. |
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Charisma
since 2000-09-30
Posts 5906lost in blue pages |
Don't know what to say, I'm very shocked since I didn't knew that WhtDove is no more. Thank you for sharing this beautiful memory, Sharon. (((hugs)) Charisma |
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Dark Angel Member Patricius
since 1999-08-04
Posts 10095 |
thinking of Rebecca, our sweet Rebecca... I miss her so much.  Mxx how i would love you, love you as no one ever did! Die and still, love you more. And still love you more..and more |
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PhaerieChild Senior Member
since 1999-08-30
Posts 1787Aloha, Oregon |
I too, am but one. She touched my life in so many meaningful ways. I miss her so much, as do so many others. What a beautiful tribute to a most beautiful person. |
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sandgrain Member Elite
since 1999-09-21
Posts 3662Sycamore, IL, USA |
This tribute is so dear to my heart, Sharon. I've given copies of some of Rebecca's poetry to aquaintences and I always include this beautiful tribute you wrote for her. The poets here were family to her. She grew so much as a direct result of this. I thank God for each of you being a part of her faith, strength and beauty. |
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Marge Tindal
since 1999-11-06
Posts 42384Florida's Foreverly Shores |
A graceful piece that it was a pleasure to see come 'round again~ *Huglets* ~*Marge*~ ~*The sound of a kiss is not as strong as that of a cannon, but it's echo endures much longer*~ |
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nakdthoughts Member Laureate
since 2000-10-29
Posts 19200Between the Lines |
I am but one she touched~~ I was very lucky to have been able to speak to her before her illness made it impossible...always a wonderful uplifting spirit Thank you Sharon for such a caring tribute and story... for you and Rae and all those who miss RebeccaM |
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jody5 Senior Member
since 2005-12-21
Posts 876California, U.S.A. |
I get a lump in my throat when I read such kind words said as those of you have said about Rebecca. I didn't know her and wish I did because my heart tells me she is at the right hand of God now and no longer feels pain. |
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Mysteria
since 2001-03-07
Posts 18328British Columbia, Canada |
Thank you once again for joining me in your thoughts and prayers for Rebecca and her family. She will always be sorely missed, and she certainly touched many lives with such a loving heart. |
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