New Caney, Tx
This is my first one like this so tell me what you think please.
Oh Lord how do I serve you with my heart
instead of my feeble brain?
How do I get out of this rut to give you my
Its almost impossible for me to even try
to be a good servant.
I'm in my earthly father's house and spiritually
I might as well be at the bottom of an endless dungeon
under the mightiest castle where even slaves would get
away peacefully and honorably for beatting and mocking me.
Please don't be angry at me, except that's
what I deserve.
What is wrong with my faith?
And why do my eyes wander?
Is it pride? The longer I'm here the more
I know its a little bit of lust, gluttony,
sloth, and foolishness.
I feel seperated from you though I
know you're here.
Why did I just collaspe on myself?
Why do I let faithless people drain me?
And then I betray you again.
I don't know what to say. I'm beyond
I have the eyes and heart of a beggar.
I just want to give my entire being
I want every ounce of my soul to serve you,
How do I blot out the host of demons that run through my heart and mind, which lead
the way for me to defile myself again and again
I love you Lord and I'm sorry because of failling
you so often and ever and ever.
I pray I can be a stronger and more
Praise you Lord.
No turning back, this time, no walking away -Kutless