wow... i love this. I can relate also, i have had to see the world and i have to agree, it is and most likely will always be a terrible place. No one seems to care anymore, they have no hope, and i dont think i have much nmore left. I am only 14, and i think that its sad that i have had to see this. I wish i could go back, and be innocent again, and not have seen all the horrible things i haev seen... but like you said, its too late.
I want a relationship i can finally sink my teeth into.~ Alexander Sterling