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*Belabebeautiful*

Senior Member

since 2003-01-03

Posts 696
washington, USA

0 posted 2003-06-15 03:00 AM

it's been a little while since I've written anything on this subject but I felt that this one needed to come out..my final step in a way. You see the other day I was talking to the man I used to love and that's when I realized for the first time.."Used to love" I think I've finally taken that last step, It took me awhile I know but I'm a girl and it was my first love what do you expect?? Though I still dream about him from time to time and it is a little weird sometimes seeing him with his girlfriend now I'm at that point were I can think of him in a loving memory and smile and not feel the pain only the happiness that I got to expriance that love for awhile...anyways I'm rambling so I'll shut up!

I will never forget you,
Though I may meet someone new
But a part of my heart
Will forever belong to you.

I know it won't be easy
And I'll miss you every second
But everything in life
Comes with a special lesson.

Letting go is hard
But when all the sadness clears
There will not be a reason
To shed another tear.

What we had was priceless
And you will always hold my heart
But now that our love is gone
We must forever part.

My love you took for granted
But I gave it anyway...
And still you overlook me-
Even to this day.

Of all the times you hurt me
And all the times I've cried
I think of why I worked so hard
And why I even tried.

You said you'd love me forever
But forever has come and gone
And still I sit and wonder
Where it all went wrong.

But now I see what's really there
And there's nothing I could have done
You can't help who you love
And I just wasn't the one.

Maybe someday down the road
Our paths will intertwine
And once again I can hold you
And know you are mine.

But until that day, if it ever even comes
You will only be in my mind
For now it's time for me to see
If it's true- love I can find.

We had some really good times
And we had some really bad
But the stregnth to keep on going
Neither of us had.

I'm sorry our time has ended
And we couldn't make things work
But then I think of all the times
You acted like a jerk.

I know I wasn't perfect
But I gave you all I had
And if we were so deep in love
Why does it feel so bad?

I still have a lot of questions
And I still wonder why
But now all I can do is say...
I love you- and goodbye.

Always strive for excellence never perfection.
~Bella~

Mysteria

Member Laureate

since 2001-03-07

Posts 18328
British Columbia, Canada

1 posted 2003-06-15 05:19 AM

Sounds like you had a lot of good times from this experience with love to take into your next on your journey to find Mr. Right.

ESP
Member Elite

since 2000-01-25

Posts 2556
Floating gently on a cloud....

2 posted 2003-06-15 08:19 AM

Love is a learning curve, every experience is a step closer to finding "the one"...I wish you all the best on your journey....
Lovely poem

Luv,Liz xxx

"Gorge the honey from life, and live through the stomach aches knowing they will pass..." ~Liz Pinard 2003~

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