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dinky
Member

since 2002-10-19

Posts 258

0 posted 2003-01-04 11:01 PM

All this pressure i cannot take
i feel as if i'm about to break
Headaches pounding in my head
The next practice i always dread
Why cant it be like it used to be?
When i was almost always happy
Try to hold the pain in,
but i guess thats where it all begins
I want to tell someone my fears,
but i cant without shedding some tears
and it hurts to much,
to feel the touch
of emptiness

"sometimes i just feel like
quittin i still might
why do i put up this fight?
why do i still write?"

HopelessRomanticGuy
Member

since 2001-08-17

Posts 495
LI, New York

1 posted 2003-01-04 11:04 PM

Aww, I know how it feels... as if the whole world is bearing down on your shoulders. At least you can write about it and post them for us to see, if you can't voice your fears. Maybe it'll help the pain? Hope yer okay...
*~Rich~*

"You can't hurt meee!! 'Cause I've got on my cheeeeese helmet!"

devinechild22
Senior Member

since 2002-08-28

Posts 571

2 posted 2003-01-05 12:11 PM

This was good man. I hope things get better. How are thgose dumb ppl on your team? Hope they arent bein too preppy for your liking. I prolly would have had a nerevous breakdown with all of those weirdo ppl all around me. LOL
*Allison*

"O My love
Please don`t cry
I`ll wash my bloody hands
And well start a new life"
-Good Charlotte

foreverwithyou
Member

since 2002-10-20

Posts 204
Wonderland

3 posted 2003-01-05 12:16 PM

U WERENT AT THE GAME TODAY MAN!!!!UR DAD SAYZ"SHE MADE THE TEAM SHE HAS TO GO TO THE PRACCTICES" DARN IT SAM!!!I WISH THAT I WAS THERE WITH U MAN!!!!!
GOOD JOB MAN NICE WAY TO EXPRESS FEELINGZ

###cathy###

"I am who I am who I am who am I?"

[This message has been edited by foreverwithyou (01-05-2003 12:53 AM).]

EleanorMoonbaby
Member

since 2002-09-02

Posts 202
England, UK

4 posted 2003-01-05 06:22 PM

Are you, per chance, a Dr Seuss fan? You seem to like rhyming a lot! Not that that's always a bad thing- I was brought up on The Cat In The Hat, and Green Eggs and Ham!
Ellie

"I'm terribly sorry ma'am, my karma just ran over your dogma"

Star T
Member

since 2002-07-12

Posts 182
Philadelphia, US

5 posted 2003-01-05 09:31 PM

hey,that was sad yet nice and well put together. dont let emptiness hit u too deep its always very hard to come out of it.and worse still,other things join in..like depression.so my friend,look up to Jesus who died to take away your pain. Besides, it'll be better in the morning.hold on to life and happiness...

**Only the wise can dance to the melody of life**

jeffwillett
Member

since 2003-01-04

Posts 86
Texas, US

6 posted 2003-01-05 09:38 PM

w/o experiences like that, u'd have nothing to write about...nice job

dinky
Member

since 2002-10-19

Posts 258

7 posted 2003-01-08 07:57 PM

hey,
thx to everyone for replyin
i think after writing this and tellin a couple of my friends about it i felt alot better and i havent felt sad in a while.
thx for your support
~samantha~

"sometimes i just feel like
quittin i still might
why do i put up this fight?
why do i still write?"

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