I do not wish to post so soon after a post but I must.Otherwise I may convince myself to keep it inside and not let it out.Bottles of emotions stored in the celler will eventually crack and explode.So here are my emotions, my feelings, my pain, put into my poem.In hopes that sharing will be a relief.

--Then But Not Now--
You say "Then I loved you",
but not now.
You say "Then was our time",
but not now.
You say "Then was your chance",
but not now.

Now is my grief.
Now is my pain.
Now is my torment.

Now,
is now my hell.