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Open Poetry #22

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Sinful_Steph
Junior Member

since 2002-10-03

Posts 35
Toronto, Ontario (Canada)

0 posted 2002-10-04 12:03 PM

Years have gone by
I feel all alone
I still have nobody
To call my own

I thought I found him
You know, the one
He was just messing with my heart
And now he’s done

Well it’s not really over
My heart belongs to him
I pray one day we’ll be together
But I’m not going out on a lim

I don’t think it will happen
He’s not the one for me
I want to believe he is
But I can’t envision it to be

For the rest of our lives
In order for it to be
I have to be with someone
Who is devoted to us for eternity

Devoted he isn’t
Everything else describes him best
I have to try to move on
And put the memories of him to rest

Selfish, dishonest, neglectful
Unfaithful just to name a few
These words describe the way he is
And some of the things he likes to do

Hurtful is another word
Explains why I always cry
He says and does a lot of hurtful things
Sometimes I wonder why?

I think he gets pleasure
From causing others pain
He hurts me on a regular basis
Time and time again

What goes around comes around
That’s what they say
One day he’ll learn his lesson
Then it’s time for him to pay

For someone to do to him
As he has done unto others
For it to change his life only
Not his mother, father, sister, or brothers

He will look back on his life
When judgement day is here
See all the things he’s done
And begin to know fear

He will beg for forgiveness
But his heart isn’t true
He can’t hide this
It is seen through and through

He’ll rot in hell
For all of his lies
He’ll have an eternity to reflect
To do nothing but ask himself “why?”

“Why did I do the things I did?”
Is what he’s going to wonder
“I could have done things different
Instead of bringing myself under”

He won’t know happiness
He won’t know a love that’s true
All he’ll know is why he’s there
And that’s because of what he did to me and to you!

ThisDiamond
Member Rara Avis

since 2002-02-22

Posts 9353
Michigan, USA

1 posted 2002-10-04 12:08 PM

As I read you, I noted the change in tempo and content. Funny how love can bend the mind as it fills the heart. Sounds like this is a love best left to the past...a teacher and guide to the best of beginnings for the future. All good wishes. ThisDiamond

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