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Samantha G Kennedy
Member

since 2002-07-27

Posts 131
Kent England

0 posted 2002-10-03 02:22 AM

My deeper sense of darkness

Is the brighter shade of black,

The road I used to walk, has gone

There is no turning back;

Oh! I have trod this route before

When rainbows led my way,

Now only dirty, drizzling clouds

Are my company today.

My empty sense of being full

Is the lighter shade of pale,

The pain I thought I’d beaten

Stains my stagnant dreaming, stale.

Oh! I can only wonder why

But not to question when,

This circle never split for me

For I’m back here again

Dream the dream of someone else

Sip the wine of hope,

Place yourself on borrowed time

Swing from bitter rope.

Cut the ties that bind the soul

Run round the crooked sphere,

Put the blame on someone else

Tis their fault you are here?

Talk to the soul – request forgiveness

Reap what’s whole- seek out real bliss.

Look inside-silent torment

Do not hide-face yourself, repent!

All the grey of September beckons

To the soft swell of smoke of the past,

And everything I thought forgotten

Sits firm, and made to last.

The echo of remembrance

Shall penetrate the sky,

In concertos of self defence

Fall fast my sorrow, cry!

My deeper sense of darkness

Is the brighter shade of black,

The road I used to walk,has gone

There is no turning back.

S-G-K ©

Rick
Member Elite

since 2001-06-21

Posts 2903
Victoria, Australia

1 posted 2002-10-03 07:48 AM

Samantha, I enjoyed the read, must confess I had to read it a few times to come to grips with your thoughts. You may just walk too small a circle, step wider and you will surely find your happiness. Look to the future, not back on a sorrowed past.
Happiness is not so easy to find, we all look and hope.

Sincerely
Rick

Mistletoe Angel

Member Empyrean

since 2000-12-17

Posts 32816
Portland, Oregon

2 posted 2002-10-03 08:07 AM

(BIG HUGGSSSSSS) Oh my gosh, I have missed you and your wonderful words so so much, sweet friend, as always your wonderful words grace our hearts! (smiles) Rick has such wonderful advide I agree with, sweet friend, this is wonderful, we all love you so much! You have such a beautiful heart, sweet Sam, thank you for sharing!

May love and light always shine upon you!

Love,
Noah Eaton

"Underneath your clothes there's an endless story..."

Shakira

FuzzyFrazzledFraggle
Member

since 2002-09-20

Posts 155
Fraggle Rock

3 posted 2002-10-03 10:51 AM

Samantha..loved it..I know far from orginal but it's the truth

Consider yourself fuzzed

Larry C

Member Patricius

since 2001-09-10

Posts 10286
United States

4 posted 2002-10-03 10:57 AM

Sammie,
Awesome. We can't shed the memories of our past. Rather we learn and then move on. I really like your style of writing. I'm so glad you're here. Love the pic too.

If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again.

Enceladus
New Member

since 2002-10-03

Posts 3

5 posted 2002-10-03 11:09 AM

You write with passion and flair, Samantha!

This was a moving, intense read; a very powerful combination of pain and strength

I like your photo: that is a great suntan for someone in Kent.

E.

Samantha G Kennedy
Member

since 2002-07-27

Posts 131
Kent England

6 posted 2002-10-03 12:51 PM

Rick, thank you for your comment, it means much

Sometimes I write with sadness, sometimes not, if any sadness crept in here (laugh) then it truly isnt forefront of my mind, just but a fading shadow ~ thank you again, lovely reply,

Sammie

^i^

Samantha G Kennedy
Member

since 2002-07-27

Posts 131
Kent England

7 posted 2002-10-03 12:53 PM

(((((((Noah)))))))))))

good to se you too sweetie!

ty for the reply

always leaves me smiling-

Sammie

^i^

Samantha G Kennedy
Member

since 2002-07-27

Posts 131
Kent England

8 posted 2002-10-03 12:55 PM

aw, love the name, fuzzy...a repky of kindness meas so much to me, so ty!

Sammie

^i^

Samantha G Kennedy
Member

since 2002-07-27

Posts 131
Kent England

9 posted 2002-10-03 12:56 PM

Larry, I really like the way this left you with the thoughts you replied with to me...

thank you so much

Sammie

^i^

Samantha G Kennedy
Member

since 2002-07-27

Posts 131
Kent England

10 posted 2002-10-03 12:57 PM

thank you 'E'

I truly do appreciate your reply

Sammie

^i^

RSWells
Member Elite

since 2001-06-17

Posts 2533

11 posted 2002-10-03 12:59 PM

Sadness, disappointment are unavoidable in life. Facing it with such aplomb and maturity is encouraging to all. Color will return though you seem to be able to eek out an existence with the many shades between white and black. It's good to read you again.

Samantha G Kennedy
Member

since 2002-07-27

Posts 131
Kent England

12 posted 2002-10-03 02:33 PM

ty RS...tis good to be back

thanks muchly

Sammie

^i^

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