I know, buddy. I miss her, too. Itís too quiet. Itís too still..
You know this isnít how I wanted things to end up, donít you?
You saw me tryÖover and over
more than anyone.
And Iím so sorry for that.
Iím so sorry that this senseless drama
played out in front of you
as you cowered in the corner
against our screams.
You have no idea
how sorry I am.
Funny, how angry words
robbed you, robbed me
If I could change this
if I could make it
for you, for me, for her
You saw me try, over and over
Please buddy, donít look at me so sad.
Iíll love you a bit more.
You can lick my face when I come home.
And Iíll tell you how much I missed you.
Iíll call you on the answering machine from work.
Iíll make you cheese sandwiches at midnight.
Weíre going to be okay, okay?