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TriXter
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The One

0 posted 2002-06-05 11:52 PM



Everytime i see you Im filled with confusion, all these butterflys
alone at my desk after i start to sleep its you who I fantisize but i start to weep.
why do i never rize to my size to accept the challange

is it fear creating the wall, this boundry that keeps me from you
is it fear of falling in love and loving something so true
is it mabye just mabye im scared to have a queen to this king
ill create my poems and my songs and continue to sing,
and ill belive that the divider is just me afraid to love you.

afraid to let down these walls that ive built so tough
afrid to let somone know that beneath this surface TriX aint so rough
To see you, to love you, to wanna be with you its this i fear
cause when i get close, everyone leaves and its this that makes me tear
all this fear and anguish this pain this feeling thats deep within me
mabye i should just stand my ground so that i can be me.

my head says no but my heart says go
i wanna scream out this feeling so that only you would know
and i wanna be the guys that makes you laugh that makes you smile
but if i cant break this fear, this wont be for a while
alone laying awake in my sleep
wanting you there, all i do is lay and stare wondering if light will shine through
because i fear that i feel, im afraid to love you

The man of few words...

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Gaia
1 posted 2002-06-06 03:39 AM


"is it fear creating the wall, this boundry that keeps me from you"
Probably. Once you get past that, those walls often disappear. Good luck. All manmade walls are destined to fall...eventually.

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