i chain smoke cigarettes while i pace around this tomb i think i'll set my bed on fire i don't wanna sleep alone anymore i've gone through all the channels of course there's nothin' on i turn up the radio seems they only play our songs anymore only me to keep me company and i know everything i have to say man i've heard it all before it's always all the same
and as i pace around i realize i've changed since you've been gone i'm just not the same i never did understand how i became your friend or how i became your man before you went away and i'm afraid i've changed i am not the same would you still fall in love with the man i am today?
if you were here what would you say? that i'm losin' weight and fading away? i need to eat some more well i'm livin' off of caffiene tonight i'm goin' back to Nashville to relive another daydream we'll exchange vows in that motel where river phoenix filmed this thing called love our honeymoon of roadtrips you'll start feeling homesick to sit atop the sand dunes and listen to the waves break yea man i know all about homesick too
and as i drift away laying on the couch i realize i've changed i'm just not the same i'd love to understand how i became your friend how i became your man so i could take you by your hand and do those things again cause i'm afraid i've changed i know i'm not the same i wonder if you'd even fall in love with the man i am today...
Been a while.....was VERY surprised to see a post from you....Hope life has been treating you better since you originally wrote this one. You've been missed here in our circle of friends....but, well, so have I it seems!!!! Help bring a bit of light my way if you could and I will double it back at ya!!!! Loved the poem the first time around though never got to tell you.....Take care! KISSes, J