I guess no matter how old you grow, some people don't want to let go. I don't know why exactly but whatever I do is not good enough for certain people in my life. I've found recently that I am incapable of making my own decisions, not by my own accord but that my decisions are not able to be validated because certain people in my life don't approve.
I think I've done a pretty good job at judging situations in my life thus far. I've never done anything illegal and I certainly haven't ever had kids. I am 22 years old and I think I am perfectly capable of falling in love without everyone elses approval. Who gives a rats ass if someone is overweight. Some of the most loving and intellegent people in the world are fat. Society has a film over their eyes thinking that being skinny is "the thing to be" truly it isn't and who cares what other people think. Life is made up of choices and everyone is entitled to make their own mistakes. Sure we can learn from other peoples mistakes but we have to go out in the world and make our own too. Not everybody is perfect, I am certainly far from but don't ever tell me I am not good enough or someone that I love is not good enough.
I am sick of being told that I am fat and that that makes me unlovable. Or that the person that I love is fat therefore I cannot love them. Well, let me tell you something, just because someone is fat does not mean that they are not a good person or have a loving heart. If you can't handle that or can't handle who I love or care about then maybe I need to be a little bit more judgemental in who I care about and who I want to have in my life, you may see me editting out a lot of my unhealthy relationships soon. I can't handle the drama of being judged for who I am or who I care about. If you are preventing me from happiness you are basically dead to me.