I remember when I went thru the exact same phase - without the boyfriends part. I got into university[sure it's not the greatest university in Canada, but I'm doing something there I thought I would never be able to do when I went thru my phase of pointlesslife-itus].
Life isn't the best for me now, but I don't think it ever is for anyone. I've got problems, heck look at some of my posts here, but I think the important thing is that we acknowledge they are there and learn that there is an end to every dark tunnel.
"If history is to change, let it change. If the world is to be destroyed, so be it. If my fate is to die, I must simply laugh"