Heh-heh...already, by the title...you can tell this is gonna be a sticky subject! Anyways...
...it took me a freaking year to get over this one girl! And well---after talking to her sister, I thought I'd FINALLY found out the reason why she dumped me! With the "reason" under my belt, I finally put myself to FULLY move on, and just let her be! Well---there was a part of me that still wanted her back, but only as the best friend she once was! So...what did I do? I searched through my closet---found her favourite book, got her picture...put it in the sleeve---and went to school.
Well, I was talking to my friends---with the book in hand, as she walked by. With as delay of about 3 minutes, I finally snapped to attention, "Crud! Short blonde hair!!!" I bolted across the school---and caught upto her! And I handed her, her book back, "Heya---I was just wanting to say that I'm sorry for the way I acted after the breakup...and I'm yeah---REALY sorry! Anyways, I was uh---sorta...wondering if we could start talking again!" She nodded, "Sure---...alright"
Well that made my day...I was happy to say the least. She was soon on my MSN account again---and what not. Well---I chatted with her on MSN, the next
day...my girlfriend (who's now uncomfortably close to my ex) says, "She still doesn't wanna talk to you..." Hmph---hearing that...REALLY sucked to say the least! But that's not all...
My friend Adam (not the one on PiP) continually has been trying to get her to hang out downstairs with us! And she just says, "Get them up here!" So---I finally sit there...with my girlfriend---and the rest of the "Capulets". I'd started throwing paper balls at people---and soon enough...EVERYONE was throwing paper balls, and we all had a BLAST! Everyone was sweat covered, and smiling! They all asked, "Who started this?" And one person choked, "...Alex" Everyone went quiet---then continued on! ^_^ I was REALLY happy...I thought, "Hey---maybe...finally...some peace!"
Well, me and my girlfriend got into a disagreement about something---and she went to my ex about it. And y'know what my ex said? "Just rip his b@lls off...heck, that's what I did---and I felt MUCH better!" After having Rimma tell me that---I FLIPPED! The destroyed my day...
Hmph---so now...what do I be angry at---my girlfriend being so close to my ex? Wht my ex said? Or the fact that my ex lied? URRRRRRRRAGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!! To say the least, I'm NOT in a good mood!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!! KIIIIIIIILL!!! MUUUUUURDEEEEEEEEEER!!! DEEEEEEATH!!! RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGE!!!
Here I am, I am your child...lying safe and warm. In your womb...for I am, the unwated life......