I really can't stand it when I meet someone and they decide they like me because I'm funny. I have no ability to be funny, usually, and on the rare occasions that I am, I make all these friends. Then they decide I'm boring because I'm not funny anymore. Gah... I get this internal dialogue that goes something like this...
"Come on, make them laugh, you look like and idiot."
"But I'm not funny."
"No, you aren't. You're boring."
"Yah, you're probably right."
"Yes, I know."
Its very depressing.
I need something I can hurt. Very frustrated.