Lansing, MI USA
Yes, I know. . .it's been a while. . . and believe me, it's been pretty good. . . but. . . today. . . I don't know, I guess I'm just fed up with some things. . .
What things?? I wish that I could really tell you. . . I just feel like things are going on that I have no control over. . . and yes, I know that I can't control them. . . but that doesn't mean that I don't like it. . .
I hate that people think that they know me better than I know myself. . . thay they believe things about me that are told to them rather than asking me about them. . . I believe that they are hearing things from people who don't know the first thing about me or who I am or what I do or what my life is like right now. . .
Of course, I could be paranoid about the whole thing. . . it's entirely possible. . . but you know. . . why would I feel it??? Don't any of you believe in intuition?? Don't you feel that when people are speaking ill of you that you know it somehow deep in your soul??? Or, do you just shrug it off to that "paranoia" that we're all expected to believe??? The idea that, "Oh, come on Sven, no one's talking about you. . . that's crazy!!!"
Well. . .is it??? And, yes. . . I know that I can't stop people from talking about me or making assumptions about me based on what they hear, see, read or whatever. . . but I don't have to like it. . . and most of the time, I just ignore it. . . becuase I really don't have time for the sort of infantile behavior that most people seem to think is fine for them but not for others. . . but today, it's annoying me. . .and becuase it's annoying me, I'm ranting about it. . .
Aren't you lucky??? You get to see the other side of me. . .the side that gets this way from time to time. . . no, I'm not always the fun, Romantic guy that you see. . . I can be a real pain in the rear end sometimes. . .(just ask my friends!!! LOL). . . but, they know enough by now to just let me go and get it out. . . and then, when I'm done, I'll be better again. . . they know this. . . because they've seen it before. . . but you probably haven't. . .and beacuse you probably haven't, it's a little surprising to you. . .but, hey. . . we're all this way aren't we to a degree??
We're not all the "sane, rational" people that we'd like others to think that we are are we?? No. . . sometimes, we just have to let it go. . . to let it out. . .to rant and rave and just let all of the emotions out before they build up too much and wind up causing us to be on top of a building somewhere with pieces of foil on our heads. . . it's a good thing. . . helps keep us in check, you know??
So. . . am I being paranoid??? Am I being crazy???? Quite possibly. . .
BUT!!! What if I'm not. . . and. . .if you're one of those people, may I politely say. . .
GET A LIFE!!!!
thank you for your time. . . we now return you back to your regular Sven. . .
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