hun, I understand what you mean, and though I also echo doreen's sentiments, I think that this was a very humble and sincere apology to some thing that haunts you. I never meant to accuse you of anything, nor will I. every one makes mistakes in life, Lord knows I've made quite a few, some of which have taken me till just tonight to stop blaming myself and not letting it go. I won't be released of this burden I chose to carry until I've told my pastor tomorrow, but I feel good just knowing that the end is near. now hun, you know I've got nothing but love for you. I love all my friends and would be willing to go the distance for ANY of them, so I want you to know that what ever you do, please keep in touch. I'll support you through any time I can.
Your Friend and servant,