If at first you don't succeed , then try ~try again!!! Yes, I know that might sound harsh , not meant to be., You know I Love You, and only want for you, what YOU want for you !!
But if you and "T" are meant to be, it will come back to you someday !! que cera, cera ?? whatever will be will be... you know I believe in destiny/fate , reason for all things to have happened.
If "T" is not THE ONE, the right one will be along soon, stop pushing it, stop looking for it, and just "Let it Be" .... cause I promise, "There will be an answer..." and probably not the one you expected... but FREE yourself , so you will be available and free , next time around !
Jonnie Jo Lee