Liz... we are constantly losing and finding ourselves it seems.. we lose ourselves in the action of others, in wanting to hold what we can not, wanting to have back what we lost, always we want... always we need.. and always we re-invent ourselves... knowing that what was lost may never return yet capturing some piece of it and of ourselves to freeze in a moment of understanding...
losing yourself because someone turns there back on you..is hard.. a part of us wants to hold onto the things we had with that person, and yet, if we stand still, if life stands still and nothing changes, we all end up the same color inside.. and no one grows to understand..
loss... sounds to me as if it is his loss and you are just sad he doesn't see it...
hugs my friend.. for all the rainy days and all the clouds that keep you from smiling.
now I'll go play somewhere else before I bore you all to death..lol...
[This message has been edited by Cpat Hair (09-30-2003 05:44 PM).]